Brittany - posted on 09/14/2010 ( 15 moms have responded )
I lost a baby in Febuarary at 12 weeks along. It happened suppenly and had so much blood it make me sick. I ended up in ER and had to have a D&C because it was a parcial miscarriage. I got home that night about 6 hours after and just crawled into bed and just cried myself to sleep. I cried a lot for a long time. It stunk because I had already annouced the pregnancy and when people would say something about the baby I would just break into tears not being able to stop myself. I had people say some really dumb things to me that they didn't know not to say. So I went to counseling for awhile and that helped a lot.
End of April I found out I was pregnant again. We didn't tell anyone till I was 14/15 weeks that I was expecting again. I am now 24 weeks pregnant, but I keep worrying for the thing to go wrong. I had issues with cramping early on, but nothing serious I guess. But everything has come back great. I sometimes think I rushed into this baby, but am so happy to be pregnant, but there is always this worry. Will it ever go away? We just had an ultra sound and the baby is perfect s I should be enjoying everything. I guess it's still rough with the miscarriage because last month on the 15th was the due date. So instead of being pregnant I should have had a baby now. Thanks ladies.