Christina - posted on 04/02/2012 ( 1 mom has responded )
So a dreaded question that I hope other moms have had. I have always been a very hard-headed individual, but I'm involved in this relationship. We have a 4 yr old daughter but NO support system around us as far as family/babysitters. I do not know if I love my partner. but I do know how I feel about a past relationship that didn't work out, but we had a special, emotional connection. . . my question is this, "Is it enough to be with a great man/dad/provider and content with life, even though it doesn't compare to how another man made me feel?"
Do we really have to give up true intimacy and romance for a stable homelife?
I do very much appreciate and enjoy raising a family and farm, but I find myself getting caught up with what my past was . . . . anyone been there? have advice?
I try to not let this concern overwhelm me, and chock it up to an idle, bored mind during the day...... when does it matter? cause its invading my dreams which makes me question my choices.