Satara - posted on 04/15/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
Just thought i would share my tonight experience with my youngest child..I am a mother of five, all in which are smart. One is in gifted with all high honors! One tries to hang on her tail by up and down with high honor roll back down to honor roll. The oldest is mostly upset that she only makes honor roll but i told her to keep believing and god will bless her efforts. The one and only son i have is very intelligent and handsome, i stay on him about his mean streak. But always maintain honor roll!! Theres just one and thats my baby girl who struggles so much in school work and i don't quite get it! She quite and really stays to her self! She has of confidence in her self, but its like when its time to grasp her school work she like drift off into fear! Tonight i took her and held her with a huig and she began to cry, i asked what was wrong and i needed her to talk to me. She said she felt like she wasn't going to pass to the second grade, because a little girl in her class told her so! I told her while looking deep into her eyes that the devil is a lier and that i wanted her to say it with me!! That she will pass her CRCT. TEST and that she will make it with her schooling. To never ever doubt her self and to dry those tears, because god has her back!! I told her to place him in her heart and to never feel that he is not with her. To block out any negativity and to never accept any one's negative words spoken unto her! I know my baby wants to learn, and i know she will get it, because god is going to bless her efforts as he did the other four. The devil can take his hands off my baby and release her mind because she has finally spoken and i now know how to take my plea to god in her favor, amen! I may sound preachy but one thing for sure, i am a proud single black mother raising five kids with the help of the man up above. And i will never stop praying for them and their future. My life is surrounded by their needs, and with a job he provided and without a job he still provides.Those who wanted to see me fail, god never let me hit the floor. I grow weak at times in faith but never have i or will i give up trusting him!! The enemy is busy and we cant and were not meant to raise these children alone. God is always standing by waiting to hear our prayers. As i sent my baby girl off to bed tonight, i saw that it wasn't that she didn't want to learn but that the devil had forced her to believe the lie that she couldn't do it!! I don't think so! I told her to pray, pray, pray!!! And let god do the rest!