my adult daughter is a narcissist

Patricia - posted on 11/16/2012 ( 81 moms have responded )

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My 46 year old daughter is truly a narcissist. I have read a lot on line and she fits the description. I have had problems with her all her life, and once again i am out of the picture. I finally realize that it is "Play by my rules, or you are off the team". She has in one day alone sent me about 60 texts, all of which are full of rage and blame. I have a 19 yr old grandson and 14 yr old granddaughter, whom I have been close with all their lives. Now we are once again estranged, not the first time, and what is really breaking my heart, is the grandkids have chosen not to communicate with me either. In the past, I have found myself agreeing with her acceptng blame for what most of the times I never really knew, just to keep the peace. I just can't do that again. She has so many conditions attached to her..."Do as I say, or you will not include you in our lives", Act the way i want you to, or else... or else...you will be punished. She said in one of her many texts, When will will feelings come first...You meaning me, should devote your life to your children, No I dont think so....She had a good childhood...but all should does is blame and make up stuff and I have tried to fix things by agreeing with her and actually told her "I will try and do better". How pathetic is that...The holidays are now here and no family, how can my grandkids just forget me...we had so many good memories...this is just breaking my heart,,,oh I function because I have to...but this is really getting bad...thanks for listening

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Diane - posted on 02/13/2014

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Hi everyone. My daughter is a narcissist, too. I see now that she always was. Even as a child she had a hidden side to her. I used to say she had shuttered eyes. She was the oldest child and the golden one, always shining under my attention and making me laugh. I was her best fan. And then I didn't give her something she wanted because it was morally wrong and she turned on me when she was 21 years old. She married and now she had a husband and no longer needed me for supply. Of course it was years before I could see everything clearly, but now I see how she played me for years and used me and the affection from her was never genuine. Mommy just was her source of supply. The years after that were confusing. She turned her children against me and started spreading rumors about me to our friends. She was cold and haughty and cruel and yes, she almost destroyed me. The evil a narcissist does in insidious and winds around you like a snake until you're almost dead -- no self esteem, no sense of self, and your history robbed from you and replaced with lies. I am so sorry that anyone has to go through that with a child that they loved and reared with every care and love and respect. No one is perfect but I was a good mom. We have been good moms. I think she was born that way. I have had to separate myself and begin a new life without her. It's hard, but I am finding my way. I wish everyone the best who is dealing with this. It's not pretty.

Kathy - posted on 10/14/2013

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I suspect my 34 year old daughter suffers from narcissistic rage behavior. I was a single mom. She was the oldest of three. Since she left home, she has twisted truths to be viewed as a victim. When she went to college, she joined a church and her "testimony" was that I was the cause of all her problems. When I went to visit and went to church with her, I was looked at like some monster. I have two sons who also see her disorder. She is now married with 3 children. Its too hurtful to write about all of the things, but 3 months ago I witnessed her rage at a neighbor, and her 7 year old son. I witnessed my grandchildren constantly hurting each other and watch her husband walk on egg shells. I decided to broach the subject by praying, telling them I had some concerns, and let them know what I read in the Bible first, before even getting to the concerns. Well, to say the least that led to rage, gritted teeth and being told I was lucky that she even shared her children with me. We live in different states. I was at the end of this one other time years ago, when she again, blamed me for every problem she had. Her father has the same problem and my adult children cut off relationships with him. My other 2 children love their sister, but see her as a problem maker. I just can't keep apologizing to keep the peace. My grand babies age range from 3, 6 & 8 and they love me. Her husband acts as mediator for her and defends her anger. He is a good man and I love him very much. The parallels between her and her father are becoming more and more in common. Messy home, the same anti-depressants (which don't work), refusing to take sincere responsibility for their actions, raging, neighbors not liking them (by her own admission, but that is their problem because she yells at the kids). Her boys are just "boys being boys" they are acting out in violent ways. I was a teacher and know the difference. They yell at her that they hate her, and other disrespectful words, which are not corrected. Her husband is getting his PhD, so he tunes out, but he has to because he is studying. But before he was studying, he wouldn't say a word to them unless she told him to. I am concerned and hurt and don't know what to do. She has already ruined my reputation with people I don't even know. She tries to with my sons, but they shut her down. I just don't know what to do. She has convinced her mother-in-law that I am a bad person, so understandably, she steers clear of me, which I feel is a shame, as she is a really good and kind lady, as is her husband. I just don't know what to do. This has not stopped hurting since July and it is now October. Any suggestions?

Julie - posted on 02/07/2014

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Narcissisits won't go to therapy together because it is never their problem. They are simply done with you and they will slander and lie to get people to see them as victim and us as monsters. I grieved, I validated, I sent loving little emails and never got a response - it's now been nearly 4 years and I finally have come to the conclusion that I need to live my life and live my truth which is that I was a good and loving mother. I'll not have her steal my joy anymore.

Vicki - posted on 01/06/2014

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My daughter is a narcissist. I did everything for her because I wanted her to make it. She was placed in special education and I fought to get her out. I helped her with her homework, bought her three cars that she totaled, did most of her work in college so she could graduate and have a chance at life. She lied about why she got divorced. She said he had tried to strangle her. The truth was he went out on her. My grand daughter was the greatest thing ever in my life. I was there for my daughter and my grand daughter up until three years ago. I helped take care of my grand daughter, played with her took her movies, paid a number of times for her child care because my daughter kept writing hot checks. My daughter was arrested for a ticket and a warrant was issued, I paid the $600 to get her out, I paid for part of her rent and so on.
She never thank me ever, but that is okay. I let my daughter and grand daughter live with me when my daughter was out of work, I would have never let it be hard on them. About 4 years ago my daughter met this man on the internet and he is living with her. Within a short time, my daughter said my grand daughter could not spend the night with me any more. Within a couple of months she wouldn't let me see her at all and it has been three years. I am afraid my grand daughter will think I have abandoned her and it still eats me up inside. She rents a house in the most expensive part of the Dallas area and tries to get my grand daughter in everything that will hook her up with wealthy neighbors. Two of her friends in the past, have told me that my daughter was a loser and I got really mad at them. However, now I realize she had used them up. I have read a lot about narcissist and it scares me for my grand daughter and that they don't change nor feel empathy for anyone. I really don't know what to do. It seems like you are there too.

Elizabethsarmor - posted on 08/20/2014

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I hope the moderator of this web can look over this occasionally to see if there are the "trolls or raging narcissistic children who hate their parents and can not understand [ there truly are parents who are not at fault for their adult children's behavior. A mother who would be seeking support on these webs does not need additional abuse and pain from those trolling to add insult to injury even taking away a place of support and refuge for these parents due to your posting of shame and blame on them. Find your own web support and rage there. Give these parents some space to vent. Blessings

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Lisa - posted 1 day ago

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Patricia,
Your duaghter sounds so much like mine.I am feeling as you are, heartbroken again. My Daughter is also my only child, she is 33. I did not agree with her and now I will not see any of my grandchildren for the holidays.
I know that my grandchildren Love me.
The last time I had contact with my 14.year old Grandaughter was when my daughter was evicted from from her condo for not paying her rent.,she has a Masters degree in business, makes 70k a year and gets child support, so its not that she couldent afford to live where she lived. Reguardless she got mad at my granduaghter because she did not clean the filth up that she had left fast enough. She left my grandaughter alone in the dark with no phone to finish cleaning the impossible mess that was left.
My son-in-law found her sobbing uncontrollably in the dark. My granddaughter decided she could not take the rath from her mother and stayed with her father, Iwas so proud of her for putting her foot down.
I bought my granddaughter some makeup and personals and a soft stuffed animal to cry with while I was not with her. My daughter told her that she could not have any of the clothes that she had purchased for her, which was pretty much all of her clothes..I helped her Father to get her back and forth to school.My whole family pulled together 300.00 to purchase her new clothing. Which we never ended up getting her because she decided to go back to her mother.after about a week.
When my grandaughter told me she was goiung back to her mother. I told her that I supported her completley no matter what she wanted to do; Tears welled in both of our eyes because we both knew that it would no longer be acceptable for me to see her or any of my grandkids to see me for who knows when.. My Grandaughter told me she had to go back to her mom because that is the only home that she knows.
I texted my daughter that something like that better never happen again or I would get the authorities involved.. My daughter also has a 15-year old son and a 5-year old son.My 15 year-old grandson said, "what did you text to mom? I told him and he asked me please don't text her anymore grandma it has made it worse.
So I guess what I am trying to say to you is your grandchildren love you they are probably are afraid of the repercussions that may follow, from not supporting their mothers wishes to suclude you from their life.
I am devestaded that I will not see my Grandchildren over the holidays or hear from them.
My daughter also told me to pretend like she was dead and that she could care less if I was even alive. It is so hard to accept that my daughter does not love me. She was the sweetest little girl and I miss that daughter so much.

Maureen - posted 5 days ago

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I can't tell you ladies how relieved I am to have found this discussion. I have just begun researching Narcissistic Personality Disorder tonight after recently beginning to suspect my 35 year old daughter is a narcissist, and bingo! I've struck gold. We have had major estrangements going back 20 years and I spent years beating myself up and apologising for my inadequacies as a parent. Indeed I did fail her as a child as I suffered from depression, and she suffered also. But it was upon me receiving a diagnosis of illness and starting treatment and counselling that she turned on me viciously and began a campaign of trying to keep me down. Many stories later, I was at the stage of no longer responding to emotional blackmail. However, last year in July she gave birth to her first child (she is my only child), of course I have been allowed to fall in love with the baby and to believe yet again that our relationship was on the mend; thus the trap was set, and as I write this I am still reeling from her latest ugly and untruthful tirade. How am I to turn away from my beautiful innocent grandchild?

Kristen - posted on 11/15/2014

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Hi there. Thank you for replying to my post. It's soothing to know that someone else can understand what I'm going through. Just thought I would tell you a little bit about what happened last night. I took my granddaughter to karate per my sons request. He showed up to check on me to make sure I brought her. Then When I brought her back her blood sugar was high (she is a diabetic) and he blamed me for that. So now I'm sure I will be banned from seeing her for a long time again. This is so very wearing on my nerves and my spirit. I feel so bad for my granddaughter who is being emotionally abused by him. I feel so helpless. Thanks for letting me vent.Take care.

C. - posted on 11/14/2014

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Hi Kristen, I understand your feelings. Having lost my husband last Spring makes dealing with our narcissistic daughter too difficult. (also dangerous). My grand daughters are adults now and the eldest a single mom. Our daughter once used her girls like "bait" or "blackmail" to get even with her Dad and I. This was to have control over us. It took us many years to figure out what she was doing and even more to realize her problem. At one point (some years ago) she didn't speak to us for four years. No contact with her girls either. We sent the xmas gifts and b/day gifts during those 4 years but never a thanks, or yes, we received them. At the end of the 4 years my mother passed and then our daughter started speaking to us. We thought the "bad stuff" was over. Slowly it built up with control, bossiness, lying, accusations, even slander. It's so, so hard to let go of a child at any age. Breaks a Moms' heart. You should keep a journal if you don't already. I've kep all the nasty emails in my keeper file so as to relect upon why I'm living without her and her girls in my life. Step out of the box and lift the flap to look in now and then. Keep yourself as strong as you can. If it wasn't for the giving and caring of you and your spouse your child/children would have been non-existant. Hon, you are not alone There's a bunch of us out there. Take care of you. It'll get easier.

Kristen - posted on 11/14/2014

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Hi. I just read your post and it was like reading about my 26 year old son who is a Narcissist. He too punishes me by not letting me see my granddaughter with whom I am very close too. Yesterday was the first time in a very long time that he actually let me pick her up from school and take her to karate. I got to spend some alone time with her. She confides in me a lot. She asked me what has happened to her daddy and did I teach him to be this way. How sad is that for a 6 year old to ask about her own dad? He has every single narcissist trait that has ever been mentioned. When I tried to tell him he needs mental help, he told me "They" were done with me and I can't see my granddaughter anymore. Now he lets me see her every now and then, but only when he is present with her. He doesn't want me to have any alone time with her. I was totally surprised yesterday when He asked me to pick her up from school and take her to her Karate. But that will probably be it for a long while. I just pray to God about this situation every night. I am so hurt, distraught, resentful, angry and helpless. Thanks for letting me vent.

C. - posted on 11/14/2014

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My name is carrol, I'm the person with the 53 narssisstic daughter. My husband passed away this past March. I know I've had a few replies from other moms but have been unable to figure out how to retrieve them. Where or how do I find these messages?

Mary - posted on 10/19/2014

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Lydia,

Don't let anyone blame you for your daughters illness. My daughter was diagnosed with bipolar and borderline personality disorder. I done some research and sociopath and narcissist also describes her as well. I'm here if you ever want to vent for my daughter put me through hell and friends of mine as well as family believe her lies about me so this is a double pain for me. I truly understand your pain.

Mary - posted on 10/19/2014

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For the Woman who's Husband just died and her 53 year old daughter. I so feel your pain!!!!!!! You just described my daughter about Facebook and all her lies. I moved 6 hours away from mine and feel so much better. I use to go on her Facebook and read all the lies about and be down for couple weeks just to do the same thing all over again to get on her Facebook and get depressed again. I stopped it I had to keep off her facebook. We haven't spoken in 2 years and it's better for me to just cut her off completely.

Mary - posted on 10/19/2014

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Kerry,


Sad to say but yes your daughter will break your heart and use you for everything she can and you will fall in love with that baby and your daughter being a narcissist will break your heart and take that baby away from you every time she gets mad at you. Happened to me for so many years. My daughter would snatched them out of my arms and tell them say good bye to your grandmother cause after tonight you will never see her again. Broke my heart so bad. She not only abused me through the years she abused her own kids as well. My Grandson is 13 now and wants nothing to do with his Mom. I could tell you so much more but I have already said enough I think it would be a smart move that you don't get close to your Grandchild because you will get your heart ripped out

Lydia - posted on 10/19/2014

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I am so relieved to find this community. I suspect my daughter may have NPD. The irony is she accuses me of it. Says I'm Gaslighting. So I look it up, read some of the awful stuff she wants me to read and hmmm pot calling the kettle black maybe? I have custody of one of her 2 children for the 2nd time this year. She's having a rough year w/ mental health and a rough time w/ addiction. I understand all that. What I didn't get until I finally found a book which explains the S.E.A.T.:. Sociopath,empath,apath, theory. Was how useless it was to tolerate this abuse any longer. She has told so many lies it's painful to think about and embarrassing to tell authorities because who knows who'll believe who. She has threatened me with the most vicscious potentially damaging and cruel exaggerations/ lies to date and yet she wants me to care for her son. .??? All other NPD sites seem to chronically blame mostly, only the mother. Mommy Dearest. Good Lord are any of these moderators mothers themselves. I would hate to be them on judgement day whenever and wherever that is for them. I've had a few already. It is so so painful to go to site after site and only find these hater sites. I can see where my daughter gets her fuel from and good professionals should know better you'd think. I get the text after text after text. My husband calls them heat seeking missiles. I have after years of trial and error and much advice stopped responding to texts when she's "like that" , and now I'm not taking her calls as she was even harassing me by phone while she hospitalized. Freedom act you know. She accuses me of histrionics when in fact I'd say it's she who is. So much irony. It's such a shame because we could be so close and good friends if not for this illness. I was only 18 when I had her. I have repeatedly offered to go to counseling w/ her but she says her issues are hers. I.E. Her issues to be held against me are to remain fully locked and loaded for future use. She initially kept her 1 st son away over Xmas to punish us and that was when I think she first realized she had power and I developed great fear. But after getting pushed around I have had to stand my ground plus she's destroying her health and endangering her children so theirs a lot going on. There is bipolar on my side and alcoholism. On her fathers well.....he did try to kill me. He was virtually unreasonable. I ran, left the state w/ my baby I was scared. I heard he did the same w/ his next wife or girlfriend and she and her family made darn sure he never saw them again. He has been in and out of jail, an addict and homeless. My daughter has no memory of him having last seen him at age 2. So nature versus nurture? If I'm not a full blown Mommy Dearest my bets on nature this. I've done a lot of reading and I do know that borderline personality disorder (or antisocial personality disorder as it's often called in men) can be inherited or brought on environmentally. But frankly.......I am sick of being blamed by my daughter, then googling and getting shamed and blamed by the internet. I'm just done.

Mary - posted on 10/19/2014

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Sariyah,

I read your post and I must say I went through the same exact thing with my daughter. I would read her posts on her Facebook and would be depressed every time. Although I have done everything that I could for her I allowed her to treat me like a piece of crap. It took years for me to walk away completely but I had to after this last stunt she pulled on me. I moved out of state to get away from her but it took me almost 5 years to walk away completely and I also feel relieved. I cried for years and let her abuse me. I prayed she would change and was hopeful she would but the older she got the worse things became. She feels no remorse for anything she has done to me. I'm done and although I feel down I also feel very peaceful now.

C. - posted on 10/07/2014

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My eldest daughter is 53! I have a second (thank God). The eldest is a narcissist. Her Dad figured this out almost a year ago. Likely genetic. His Mother and older sister were the same. His mom (now 100) is still at it. Sister passed 12 yrs. ago. His mom and our daughter are now like siamese twins. My husband passed away this past March. One of his last comments to me was "don't let our daughter or my mother do a number on you." At his insistance we had no contact for a year and a half with our eldest. However, she arrived at our place 2 days before he passed. She walked in and took over. It was "horrible." He passed in the hospital. He asked me to get some sleep at home after we'd had none for about 40 hrs. Our daughter stayed behind and told the nurses not to call me, told the docs. not to tell me info. that they should have. Three hrs. after I'd left for some sleep she phoned and said "Dad is gone!" She wanted to be the one to tell me. Since my husbands' passing our eldest has slandered us both on Face Book, to all our friends and relatives. I've never read so many lies, false stories of things that never happened. She told many falsehoods before her Dad passed, but now it runs rampant and there's no stopping her. I've had to leave the province out of fear!! Now all I can do is try to make a new life away from her. Not a day has gone by that I haven't wept for my husband. We were only 8 when we first met, 18 when we met again. Our relationship was very special through tough times and good times. He's still the love of my life. If it wasn't for our second daughter I don't know what I'd have done by now. She's been like an angel to both her Dad and me. Narcissism can ruin lives and families. I know our narcissistic daughter isn't done with me yet. My heart goes out to anyone going through this situation.

Penny - posted on 10/05/2014

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Shawn, why are you on here?? I haven't even made a comment and as I continue to read you just keep blasting these people. It is great you figured it out, however you could spend your time more wisely by applying it instead of blasting your agenda all over this blog.

Maria - posted on 10/03/2014

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I feel so relieved to have found this, I thought I was going crazy with my 29 year old daughter over the years. She abuses me and her eldest sister, we have been blamed for everything that goes wrong in her life, I have been slandered, screamed at, has even tried to attack me before my eldest daughter stopped her. My two daughters are close, but when my narcissist daughter badly manipulates and uses mind games on my eldest daughter, she comes to me absolutely devastated. I have calmly asked my narcissist daughter that we can seek help but she screams that there is nothing wrong with her at all, and it is us! Totally in Denial. I feel exasperated and when around her I feel so very low, as if she has sucked the very spirit out of me.

Flora - posted on 09/24/2014

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Oh, your sisters life is a hot mess. Be supportive a few times a year, but she is very depressed. I wish all parents would watch the Joan Crawford movie Mildred Pearce. The daughter was truly NPD and a female dog. The more you do for a selfish person, the worse they will treat you. Tell your sister that you love her and can support her in certain ways, but cannot support her in other ways. Prayers to you.

Abincgaz - posted on 09/23/2014

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I am in such pain I don't know how to describe it. I (unfortunately) have only one child, a daughter, who I used to be very close to when she was young. She is now 42, has left her husband, and is a complete bitch to me. I guess that's not really accurate. She's not a bitch to me - she just ignores me completely. I moved out of State 2 years ago and she came to visit me with my beautiful grands. The visit together was so nice, i felt like we were back to the old days. Boy, am I naive. The minute she left, have not heard from her again. My niece keeps telling me to be an example to her. But quite frankly, I am hating her guts for the way she treats me. Truely, she just ignores me. I think she must feel some guilt as she brings the kids around me a few times a year. How can I not hate her actions? I am furious truth be told. I don't know how to cope any more. My frustration level is 3 miilion. Any advice would be appreciated.

Mary - posted on 09/15/2014

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My daughter and haven't spoke in 2 years. I'm from NJ and I moved to upstate NY. I have done everything that I could for her and she hates me now because I moved and I no longer allow her to use me. I move so many times and gave her the whole house and everything in it and I started over with nothing just so she and her kids could have. She is 32 now married twice and now living with her current boyfriend. She has 4 kids by 4 different father's and uses them also. My Grandson is 13 now and refuses to talk to her. She lost her kids and now they never see each other and this doesn't even bother her. She acts like she is 15 with all her little friends and boyfriends and living her life at the cost of her kids. It's all a very sad thing.

Chit - posted on 09/03/2014

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Shawn Lively, you are really a narcissistic raging person - it shows and is transparent in your posts- like my daughter whose given me nothing but hell and no joy

Chit - posted on 09/03/2014

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You sound exactly my argumentative, hot-headed, no backing-down, arrogant, blaming others. Kindly please let the lady express her opinion and thank you.

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No, there isn't you are right.

I'm sorry for your pain. Mine was legally adopted as an adult. Then she wanted us to come back to us, but she still wanted to keep her other mother. No way. I was the mother who walked away.

Narcissists are too smart to bite the hand that feeds them until they are almost ready to go out and find another source of supply. I will put this simply: You should not put up with disrespect from anyone including your daughter. Once you give her the indication that you would do anything to "keep the peace" you are giving away your self-respect and no one knows that better than her. It is giving her the opportunity to take full control over you, your lives, happiness and eventually finances. I assure you, there will never be any peace...Never. I went no contact with mine. Yes, it was painful because she was my only child. But, the degrading, lying and character assassinations that she was employing against me were more painful. I don't know about it now and I don't have to defend myself or put up with her hatred a constant basis. Don't worry about her if you go no contact. Narcissists are very resourceful and will always find another victim to attach to. I assure you, when she does this, she will have no use for you and not think twice about it. Sorry to give you the news. There is no way to fix this. But, the choice is yours. Set up major boundries. Be consistant in standing firm. Ignore her outbursts, demands and tantrums. Do not be sucked back in. Good Luck to you. I feel your pain. I think the above advise is the best advice there is. I too am dealing with a narcissistic daughter, my only child. She has caused so much misery and ill will where ever she goes. I have reached the point of disgust and repulsion. I am glad I am finally there. For years I have cried and have been pained beyond words. After studying the Narcissistic abuse web site did a realize that I was being horribly abused and the abuse was not going to stop so I removed myself from the abuser. Painful, yes very but I have a feeling of relief and freedom gained. Once you realize that they will never change that they will always make your life a living hell that they actually feel whole and full when they are harming others then you will be getting a feeling of disgust and hopefully move forward. I've tried to keep peace at all costs. I lost my self respect and self dignity. I've taken her back many times just to get crap thrown on me. She is highly abusive not just to me but everyone in her path. It has taken me many years to come to this decision, that she won't stop and I won't take it anymore. So sad but that is how it is.

Elizabethsarmor - posted on 08/20/2014

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i was so happy to see all of these posts today..on narcissistic adult children. I live in Oregon and have asked several local counselors and mental health centers why there is no support for issues such as these..I have yet to get any answers. I have gotten on narcissistic psycho-sociopath relationship webs and all seem to be centered on young women in dating relationships/marriages but not "creating family-children with these types of characters. I have married twice, still married to the second one. Both men with very similar backgrounds, even birth dates, same religion, etc. i had four children with my first husband who abandon all of us after years of abuse and this one who [ we have one who is now 25 years old and the youngest ] This husband came in as some Grizzly Adams hero..[ what I was looking for emotionally] and turned out to be another liar, acting out some role or script he acquired over time to fill his own needs. So focusing on "the children" to such depth, did not come until their adult years and grandchildren. I can not determine which one of them is worse. They are manipulative, arrogant, cold, and all I see around them is "it's all about me" behavior. My 31 year old daughter just came back home to live after years of getting her degrees which she ended just prior to finishing her masters internship.She does nothing to help, everything she does is for herself and no one else. It was not until she moved home I got to see this behavior which came with serious OCD. i Thought she was the most caring one of all of my children and now I see that caring is only when they want to do something or show it but when it is asked of them the answer is generally no, or at their convenience. After my ex left our home I attended a
families of.. addicted/alcoholic the doctor giving the lesson was discussing the brain functions. She showed the receptors that work to make decisions and in these people, the receptor paths were broken. A conscience level was missing and therefore the only way to do something that "appeared" to be normal was to witness how others did it and act it out. There was no emotion- just a script to determine what they socially needed to do.More then the OCD or the generational alcoholism which is nothing more then symptoms. All the intellectual knowledge of any character flaw, brain malfunction or spiritual problems does not fix the pain we suffer through the many years of dealing with people like this, whether it is a spouse, parent or our own children. The problem with our own "child being a narcissist or having any other types of characteristic flaws biological, chemical, spiritual or otherwise, is that they are still our children and mothers [ unless they too are narcissists ] can suffer great consequences dealing with them and how to remedy or cope with this for the rest of our lives. Saying goodbye to our own child to spare our health and sanity is not something we moms can do and spare our heart and soul one more breaking point. I have literally gone to this edge with the Japanese Octopus syndrome, my heart literally flipped and showed on medical tests. My adult children are all within these categories. Two of them as completely estranged to even their own siblings and without any reason for their behavior. I am 61 years old now and I would seriously like some communication from other mothers as there is nothing worse then isolation. Thanks for listening. .

Jeana - posted on 08/10/2014

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Shawn, I support your view when you say 'I've found that parents who think their adult children are narcissistic have blocked out poor treatment of their kids...' But it's not true all of the time.

Besides, when a child becomes a grownup it's time to take responsibility for his or her own behavior. People with NPD know they are self-centered and know when they are behaving badly or treating others badly, but they consciously refuse to change their behavior because their ego is more important to them.

I know what caused my ex husband to be narcissistic--I know how he was raised. However, that's no excuse. He not only indulged his temper whenever he felt like it, quite consciously, but actually would laugh when I protested over other behavior, acting slightly embarrassed (as one example) if it was in front of someone else while at the same time chuckling and finding himself clever for having come up with a way to lie to me in some roundabout way that would be a lie to anyone else, but to him was not 'officially' a lie if it were worded a certain way...that sort of thing. He didn't change because he didn't want to and saw no need. A bad childhood is no excuse for displaying behavior associated with NPD. It's okay for parents who recognize NPD, to call their kids on it. Someone has to.

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KD, hello. Thank you for your post about your sister and your adult niece. I have been researching NPD and codependency and it is a relief to actually learn of someone who I can relate to. My never-married, 41 yr. old, long-unemployed niece has classic NPD symptoms and has been making my sister's life hell for many years. Recently, however, the situation is becoming critical and I'm more worried about my sister than ever. I'm afraid she'll have a heart attack or stroke. My niece's NPD is complicated by her diagnosis, some years ago, of fibromyalgia. I know that fibromyalgia is a very real illness, but my niece has been playing both the 'I'm very sensitive' and 'I'm sick' cards for so long that she has no friends, and family has kicked her out of their homes because she is a slob and won't even try to work part time. She is now as close to being incapable of supporting herself, as possible, and is completely reliant for support from her divorced, 67 yr. old mom/my sister. My sister worked all her adult life, despite her OWN diagnosis of fibromyalgia, is retired and recently had to sell her home because she can no longer make enough at part time work to pay the mortgage. She just moved herself and her daughter into a one bedroom apartment. My niece claimed the only bedroom by piling so much of her stuff into it that my sister can't fit a bed for herself into it so sleeps on the couch. Like your sister, mine too, 'has always been a gentle sort of person'. She looks back at her marriage to an abusive narcissist and talks about how he bullied her, and she remained silent, but clearly now she is just as silently allowing her daughter to do the same. I am very frustrated, in that I also spent decades with a man with NPD and I finally found my voice and left him, and have not allowed anyone to bully me since. My sister didn't learn from her marriage. She is walking on eggshells in a one bedroom apartment now, to keep my niece from flying into a rage of blame and insults. Her defense is always the same, that 'a mother has to take care of her child and can't just let her die'. These two live a 1 1/2 hour drive from me, I'm 58 with arthritis in both feet, I am underpaid and work 8-5, five days a week at a very, very hectic job surrounded by people all day. I have no money for extra fuel for my vehicle, and I have no energy left to give by 5 PM on Friday. My sister, however, is now very upset (was crying on the phone) that I, and my 'normal' niece who lives in the same town as her mom, didn't spend a weekend or two helping her move. She said that she did 99% of it herself and she's very resentful (she admits that her live-in daughter 'slept' through the past six months of packing, and the actual move). My sister doesn't sound like herself anymore. She is very low on money, very tired, is walking on eggshells while living in the living room of her new apartment while my niece took over the whole place with boxes and boxes and does nothing but sleep and belittle her (even complained that her mom didn't make sure the movers packed her knick knacks properly!) One of the reasons I didn't spend my weekend helping her move was that I am no longer the wife of a man with NPD, and I don't take any crap, and if --working as hard as I do at this age, with arthritis to deal with and my financial challenges--if I'd have spent my weekend over there in 95 deg. heat, working my backside off while my niece slept, only to drive home Sunday and go right back to work...Well, things would have gotten ugly. I finally told my sister that, but she still doesn't understand and says that I should have gone to help her because she's 'an individual' who needs help and whether my niece sleeps through the move is irrelevant. My sister says she doesn't know what to do and that she realizes that she should have been tougher with my niece years ago but that now "it's too late" and that she's stuck in this situation for life. My sister suddenly asked whether she & her cat could come spend the next 5 weeks with me in MY 1 bedroom apartment w/my cat, to 'get a break' from the awful situation she's created. So, basically she'd spend 5 weeks living in MY living room instead of her own. (My sister's original plan three years ago was to move away from the town she's hated for years, and move to my town--we looked at apartments for her on several occasions--but she finally gave up on the idea because her daughter didn't want to move out of town.) When I agreed but told her that we will need to be very conservative because I've been trying to avoid a rent increase by living very frugally to keep costs down for my landlord, she said 'Well, I'll just go rent another apartment for 5 weeks, since it sounds like it's too COMPLICATED for me to come stay with you.' So I'm sure she now has placed the blame on me-- it's my fault she can't escape her misery for 5 weeks. I had asked her what would be different in her life after the 5 weeks--I thought perhaps she had a plan for change--but she simply said 'nothing'. I am tired of hearing my sister talk about the world being against her, and the blame she casts on our deceased parents for her not having a career & money (yet she married at 18), and very tired of hearing her so deeply upset about the latest way that my niece abused her, while in the next breath saying 'it's not her fault'. My sister often says things like "I wish I could die" and "I've been an awful mother". I had a husband, and an ex boyfriend, who treated me badly and I'm very aware of when I'm being taken advantage of, and have no patience anymore for someone who wants to play victim to a bullying daughter. (Once in frustration I said to her 'When she gets in your face and is using the 'f' word and yelling at you, you need to yell back' Her quiet reply: 'Oh, that's just not me.' Anyway, I don't want to become estranged from my sister the way her older daughter is, but I'm not going to spend time with her if she continues to let my niece walk all over her. Thank you for listening. I feel better knowing I've shared my frustration.

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When my adult niece was making my sister's life hell a few years ago, I got on the Internet and discovered that she had NPD. On one hand it was incredibly comforting to find the information; I couldn't read enough examples and was constantly stunned at how similar and familiar the scenarios were to what was going on around me. My sister has always been a gentle sort of person and I've always protected her but my niece had grown into a full blown tyrant/bully with two children, who she seemed totally out of tune with. Fortunately she lived very far away and only flew into town and wreaked havoc once per year. For the rest of the time she was on the phone with my sister recounting drama after drama reporting on how the world seemed to be against her - always swimming upstream and always victorious in the end. It was exhausting. Two years ago my niece talked my sister into moving away with her so she could have access to and use my sister as support for her and the grand children and when I say support it's been more like servitude. Because I was treated badly in the whole affair, I have had to shield myself from being treated like that again and sadly, I am estranged from them. It's the only way I can make sure I'm not impacted by this personality disorder any more than I already have been. Thanks for letting me share my story here.

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My narcissistic daughter has been giving me grief since she was 16/17, when she started being sexually active and turned my world upside down and thus started telling lies, and everything you can think of, but unlike some who punish using the grandchildren by isolating us from, with threats, she can't have any kids so she just uses herself to punish me by not wanting anything to do with me...hate should never be welcomed.. especially when she was my only daughter..I have three other sons.
....can you say, spoiled brat!?

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wow, my oldest son has kids and he fits this description very well. Everything you said, my son does to me. Isolates me from the grandchildren and is very hateful, which started when I moved from Florida to NC, he was so against us moving, he started rebelling something awful. Said many hateful things to me...went as far as telling me I am dead...:-(

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My daughter is having a baby in October, I have already made the decision NOT to play any part, this has been the most difficult decision, however as my daughter has a narcissistic personality and has already chewed me up and spat me out for years, I feel I cannot go through the pain of loving my future grandchild to have it used as a pawn to control me. Better I dont get involved than die every day.

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I have read all of your comments, and I must say that I had stupidly thought that I was alone, I feel sad that others are feeling the pain that I do, however, at least I now know that I am not the only one.

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Nancy, I DID NOT SAY that it was something that YOU think you did wrong. You are asking me to look from another perspective, but you cannot seem to look from the perspective of the child/now adult who you are speaking of.

Until YOU can see the other side, you will never understand what I am saying, and I'm through arguing with you.

In your case, you are narcissistic, in that you think it's all in MY perception, rather than bothering to take a look at your own.

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Ah Shawn, you are so angry and your mind is closed! Apparently it's your way or we "can't read"! Such a rude and uncalled for statement. With my very long post I was trying to illustrate that it doesn't have to be something I did wrong. There have been studies that there are many possible components to this disorder! Genetics can DEFINATELY play a part. I believe my family is genetically predisposed to this, with the examples of my parents, you cannot truely believe they were not narcissists? And with your ONLY opinion being "parents caused this", then why am I NOT a narcissist? As proof that I am NOT A narcissist is years of abuse, criticizing, being used, stolen from, ignored, by my daughters and parents. Environment also can be a factor. The only mistake I made was letting shawna live with my parents! That was the environment that really cemented her narcissism. Good luck to you lady and I hope someday you stop being so critical of everyone because you only see YOU!

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Ah, Nancy, I see you also failed to actually comprehend my posts. I NEVER SAID ANYONE HAD BEEN HORRIBLE PARENTS.

I said, if you would actually READ for comprehension, THAT YOU DID THE BEST YOU COULD AS PARENTS, and that, somewhere along the line you did something THAT YOUR CHILD FELT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. You disciplined when you should have been listening. You blew off something that you didn't perceive was hugely important to your kid.

YOU don't realize what you did, but YOUR KID EXPECT you to know. That's all I was saying. Good friggin grief.

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Mel, why are you on here? To be mean and make others feel bad. You have issues with your brother, not even your parents or your daughter. You haven't got a clue!

Nancy - posted on 06/22/2014

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Shawwn, I do believe I understand where you are coming from but you are just looking at it from one perspective, and as cut and dried. I can see you were brought up by a narcissistic mother. This is where all your anger comes from. I too was brought up by a narcissistic mother AND father. I never realized this until I was 50 years old. I was born with four fingers on each hand. My right hand fingers are pretty unusable and my arm is half the length of the left. All of my joints are not fully developed, though I can walk. My muscles must remain strong to support my joints, I can never be over weight or I will be in a wheel chair. My head is misshapen, flattened on the right side. My eyes protrude a bit as well. I am of normal intelligence. All my life I never knew why I had these issues, my mother and father never told me until after the birth of my third child. (during every pregnancy I worried that my baby would be born like me) My parents never bothered to ease my fears on those occassions. My father only took the opportunity to tell me at age 30 that he had made my mother try to abort me by giving her metholtrexate (frequently used by midwifes in the 1960's before abortion was legal). I, however, did not spontaneously abort. My father always told me how horrible he felt when I came home from the hospital, because I was so ugly. He always told me how he almost smothered me with a pillow. My father also thought that I did not need any anesthetic when getting my teeth drilled. He, my mother and my brother all had anesthetic, but being handicapped like I was, I really wasn't human in his eyes. (I believe he always felt that I was responsible for him having to marry my mother, he was engaged to another and my mother was just a bootie call) Of course, it wasn't, but the narcissist never believes anything is their fault. Anytime I disagreed with my father I was slapped in the face. Anytime I did something impressive, like being the shrine queen at the Packer game, my father just called me "queen of the cripples". When I would win second in a baton contest, (I twirled baton, the doctors thought it would help with my finger and joint dexterity), my father would say, "I was the first loser". I was told always that, you do not need college, women only get married anyway. I met my one and only boyfriend/husband at age 13. At age 15 I was thinking about breaking up and moving on with my life. My father told me "With the way you look its amazing you ever found someone who loves you. I doubt you ever will again, you better hang onto him." During all this, my mother was completely supportive of my father and everything he did. She never said a thing about me being slapped (I had no self confidence EVER, they made sure of that.) My mother would brag how she never went to my teachers conferences because all she was told is how good I was. So, I NEVER deserved slaps! My mother never said a thing about the mean comments and totally agreed that I would never find a man who could love me. I was always looking for their acceptance and love and followed the rules that hey put forth. I married at 18, the same man. I had three children, a boy and two girls. I was a "good girl" for 20 years. Stay at home mom. Brownie leader, boy scout supporter, gave my kids baton, dance, saxaphone, piano, ty kwon do. I went to every teacher conference, every dance recital, every school program. All the children in the neighborhood were always at my house, cause I was the fun mom. Playing marco polo in the pool, making plays with the kids and filming it with the VCR, etc. etc. etc. When my middle daughter Shawna was born, things became weird. At first my mother wasn't very involved. Shawna was an ugly new born. My mother doesn't like "ugly". So she stayed away. About 4 months of age Shawna became very very pretty. Then my mother began to dote on her. She made her beautiful dresses, and everything was about Shawna. My parents never ever, in my entire live told me I was beautiful, not even pretty, not even on my wedding day. But my mother was all about Shawna. She was also all about herself. She told me the story of how she won "best body" of her senior high school class. When I was pregnant with my first child, Ryan, my mother entered a beauty pageant. She got first runner up. A judge told her he had picked her and not the actual winner. She ran with it and actually hired a lawyer to try to prove dishonesty in the pageant. My mother talked me into entering Shawna into pageants. Shawna did very well, she won lots of titles etc. Everything was SHAWNA...my fault too, but my mother was over the top. My mother would make all the dresses for Shawna, of course, I would buy the materials, thread, rhinestones etc. I was responsible for all the entry and hotel and travel costs. After all, I was the good girl. I was the one wanting everyone to love me and appreciate me. After 20 years of marriage I found out my husband, perfect man, was cheating with his second cousin. We got divorced. I had to get a job making minimum wage. I was getting some alimony but I had the kids full time, their father did not want them. My mother still expected and demanded Shawna do pageants, because she was so beautiful (she was living through Shawna). I started my youngest daughter in pageants too and my mother was all about, "oh, you shouldn't do that, she won't win because she isn't as pretty as Shawna"! My youngest Mikayla is gorgeous. But she has brown hair and brown eyes. Shawna is blonde, my mother was blonde, hard to live through someone who doesn't live up to your version of beauty. The same year I was divorced, my mother got breast cancer. I was so upset. My kids were very upset about "poor grandma"! Everything was about her. I took care of my kids, my job, and my mother. There was never any word of thanks. I was her advocate, talking her into going to mayo to get the cancer aggressively treated. My mother was successfully cured. Things were getting harder for me monetarily and I wanted to be able to support myself and my kids so I got an online paralegal degree and got a job 60 miles away. Since Shawna was in her last year of high school and captain of the pompon team I allowed her to live with my parents. I paid 600.00 per month. But yet, still had to pay for all Shawna's school fees, athletic fees, pom competitions, pageants, car insurance and yearly trips to Disney World. Yes, ever since my mother got cancer, every single year she was "dying" and we'd better appreciate her cause we will be sorry when she is gone. So, I was making 12.00 a hour and my parents were making 160,000 a year but I was paying all these things. My parents were angry that their servant had moved from their control, so they were all about spreading the opinion that I deserted Shawna. I NEVER deserted anyone. I would travel weekly to be with her, I still did everything I had done before moving for a better job. I began to have my own life. I met a nice man. I never married him or moved in with him because I still had my youngest daughter at home. I wanted her to have me full time and give her all my love. I was still doing for all my kids, taking out loans and giving them my older cars so they wouldn't have debt, giving them disney world vacations so they could be with poor grandma before she "died". Even when I had to stay home and work to afford things. My parents hated my fiancee. They cut him down every chance they could. He made me happy, they hated that. Then the story began to change with them. Not only did I desert my children, I deserted them for a man. I was still so indoctrinated that I felt guilty that I wasn't living entirely for them and my children. I tried harder and harder to do better. All I got was constant criticism, my hair was too long for my age, to light for my age, my clothes too young for my age, I looked ridiculous. See, after doing chemo my mothers hair fell out and did not grow back the way it was. She aged quite a bit. She gained weight. She was looking old and frumpy and she HATED that I was beginning to blossom. She hated that I didn't look like a 60 year old woman. 6 years of this and my joints began to fail. I was full of arthriti and had alot of pain in the cold weather. Of course, I got no sympathy. It was always about poor grandma and her possible cancer. I applied for and got disability. At the same time my fiancee and I found a wonderful pre foreclosure and moved to Cape Coral Florida. My kids were all grown and out on their own. My mother and father were JEALOUS!!!!! My father was jealous that I had purchased a 500,000 home for 160,000 and it was brand new and had an inground pool and waterfalling hot tub. He did not want me to have better than he had EVER. My mother, who lived for Disney World and Florida was jealous that I got the life she never did. About the same time my mother got ovarian cancer. Again I was there for her. She came to Florida to visit every other month. I advocated for her treatment. I helped her in every aspect of her life. Also, I was doing for my kids, I bought my son a honeymoon to jamaica, I still bought clothes and trips to disney world and trips down to see me for all three kids, even though they were in their middle to late 20's. But I loved them and wanted them with me. Shawna started becoming distant and uncaring. She only called around her birthay or a holiday to tell me how much she "loved" me. Other wise she dodged any call from me, so that I stopped calling, and would call once a month, like clock work for about 2 minutes, to see if I was still alive. Shawna became my mothers clone. She became a very transparent user, she constantly criticized me just like my mother. She acted embarrassed of me, or, what was weird to me, jealous of me, just like my mother. She expected me to be just like my mother who dressed as an old woman, had short gray hair and did nothing but sit and watch tv. When my daughters and my mother were down visiting they would expect me to do everything for them, pay for all food, everything. near the end of my time of realization my mother was actually living with me. For 8 months I took her weekly 3 hours each way to get her chemo treatments. I cooked healthy meals, tried to help her connect with others who were going through what she was, even made her dog a therapy dog so it could fly with her. My father never came down even one time to visit or help her. The last christmas my mother and daughters were by me, they would go into their grandmothers room and leave me out, cooking and cleaning. They would ignore me. My daughters actually tried to go into my closet and steal my clothes, right from my home. They had always done this before, and I told them I was fed up. They just laughed and kept on doing it. This time I stopped them. Then I found them rooting through my cupboards trying to find alcohol so they could go into their room alone and drink my alcohol. They all HATED that I was such a "drunk" and I had an occassional beer. Things were starting to really add up in my mind. All the things I went through in my life. The fact that I was 19,000 in debt because of always buying things for everybody and being the "perfect" mother and daughter. The straw that broke the camels back was the last weekend my mother was by me for her treatments. My father finally came down to get her to take her home. At that time, they made sure that my fiancee was out of town. They sat me down, told me how they hated my lifestyle, hated my fiancee, and thought I was a bitch. I was flabbergasted. But I STILL didn't fight back. I actually felt that if I would have, my father may have again struck me in the face. When they left I mulled over and over in my mind, why do I deserve all of this abuse? Why am I supposed to do for everyone but not expect anything for myself? I realized there is nothing I could ever do that was good enough for them. They would always think of me as worthless and on earth just to serve them. I confronted my mother and told her that "she had never supported me with my father or my daughters". She screamed at me and said, "I'm the only one that ever loved you, everyone else hates you!" She then said, I hate you, I hope you die, and slammed the phone down. At that time I suspected I had breast cancer. I told Shawna. She replied, "I don't care, go ahead and die." This has been 2 and a half years. My mother has since died. For my own peace of mind, I contacted my mother before she died just to make peace. She tried to fight with me. I backed off and said, we both said mean things, lets just ignore it and be like casual acquaintances and talk about trivial things, after all, we are mother and daughter. (I tried to do the same with Shawna, she ignored me) I spoke with her right before she went into a coma. She died the day before I was going to fly in to see her. I attended her funeral. My son Ryan and my daughter Mikayla spoke to me. My daughter Mikayla looked embarrassed to have Shawna see her talking to me. Mikayla and I had the same flight home and we had a good talk. It was all the same thing. She accused me of not caring about "grandma", of not being there for her when she was dying. I had called 6 times asking about her condition and Mikayla had told me that "grandma is not really here, she is in a coma". But now she was telling me that "grandma was asking for me". I reminded me of what she said, she quit the new story. I still tried to connect with Mikayla, and she would talk about little things with me, but she was Shawnas pawn. Then I saw pictures of Thanksgiving. Everyone was at my fathers house, including MY EX HUSBAND! And I asked Mikayla if she could help me as I am required to get a hysterectomy and I wanted her with me. She said, no, she had to work. But she could fly upf or her grandmothers death and funeral and thankgiving. I have completely given up. Shawna is now engaged. I will not be invited to the wedding and I am glad. Shawna has become close to her mother in law. God knows what she told her. They all ignored me at the funeral. I admit, when she told me to go ahead and die, I was angry. I broke down and told her I wish she had never been born. I really do wish she had never been born. Or that I would have realized earlier what my parents are and kept my children far away. Hind sight is 20/20! So, the moral of this story is, one doesn't have to be a horrible mother to have a narcissistic daughter. Many other factors can be involved. You have to open your mind and try to see everybody's pain.
Nancy

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I too have a narcissist daughter who is 27 years old and is being divorced by her husband of 5 years because he caught her having an affair with a real loser, They have a 4 year old son and she is using him as leverage with all of us but it is obvious that she doesn't want her child but she won't let her husband have custody. It is making me so sick because of her twisting everything so she can control her son. I am his caregiver while she works and if she gets upset with me she tells him what a terrible person I am. I was a single mother although her father was always in her life. We live in a small town and she had a difficult time growing up because we were both in our 40's when she was born and we both had other children. She never liked either one of us and when we would attend school functions she would ignore us. She is lazy and demanding and wants me to do everything for her but if I ask for a small favor she screams and calls me vile names because I am interrupting her social life. Her husband has the child from Thursday evening until Sunday morning so she can go out and play with her new boyfriend. She hates all of her families and has hardly any contact with anyone except me and that's because I am the babysitter.

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Diana, what do you think I need help for? overcoming my pain and PTSD at having been raised in what my mother considered the 'perfect' house? At having CPS called on her multiple times because of her continued abuse of us, that she STILL claims was 'simple discipline'?

Thanks for your 'concern', honey, but I'm perfectly fine. You all need to realize that, as I've stated MANY MANY TIMES ON THIS THREAD ALONE: You may not know what caused it, and it may not have been anything 'big' to you, BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING BIG TO YOUR KIDS THAT YOU OVERLOOKED, IGNORED, OR BLEW OFF.

Oh, but I forgot, you're all PERFECT parents who never, ever did any wrong, and your children are all selfish assholes (not because of how they were raised) but because they're selfish assholes all on their own. Sorry, hon, but that simply is NOT true. I can see it as a parent myself, and have taken my own steps to change the dynamic in my household so that my children never feel this way.

Again, if you think I need help, I say look in the mirror. I'm not the one complaining about my kids being narcissistic assholes, but I AM giving you the other side's perspective, which, as usual, is never welcome in your glass houses.

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Hi Diane, this is amazing that you have moved away from your daughter....I was just, today, telling my mother that I need to move away so I don't have to see or have too much contact with her. Of course, that means that I wouldn't see my grandchildren very much, but I need to survive this and moving seems like a great solution. The problem is I can't right now for various reasons but someday I want to do just that. Good for you

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Phyllis, I am so so sorry for your pain. I understand it as I have a son that is a narcissist and a daughter. I've not seen my son's children ever. my daughters I do, but it's just a matter of time before she takes them from me. She treats me horrible and I take it just for the kids, but I, like you, just don't want to take it anymore and if I tell her, then the kids will be gone. They are 5 and 8 and they love me and I live to be with them but I've just about come to the end of my rope. I wish I would take your pain away, I know that pain all too well. It's so unfair when you've been a good mom, done everything you know to do for your kids and then they do this. My heart goes out to you.

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My mother is narcissistic and I married a narcissistic man. I divorced him and tried so hard to raise my children with love and empathy for others. yet my daughter who is 29 is narcissistic. I finally stood up to her and now not allowed to see my grandkids. Its killing me both refuse to back down and bend over to her anymore. The hurt is unbearable. Just hope I can get thru this.

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This is to Patricia - you are telling me life with my daughter Patricia the only difference is my grandchildren are 8 and 5 but its just a matter of time before my daughter rips them from me. She keeps trying but I've not given her a reason yet but it's coming, trust me, she will find a way and there is only so much a person can take and then you're done!! I am so so sorry, I truly know your pain. My daughter is 41 and since she was 12 years old it's been a living hell with her. Her father, my ex, is a Narcissist as well and I know my son is. I've not seen my son in 8 years or my grandkids with him. I have a grandson which I have never seen. I am surrounded by them!!!! I try to live my life the best I can and I like you endure the holidays because I'm alone and they only include me if they get something from it. I'll pray for you to have peace because this is awful.

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FYI, I've made a HUGE POINT to not belittle my children as my parents did me. I've made a huge point not to assume I'm automatically correct because I'm an adult, and I actually LISTEN AND INTERACT with my kids, respecting them and their opinions.

But, thank you very much for assuming that I, like your daughter, turned my 'perfect' childhood into an abusive situation in my mind. I really appreciate your (not)professional assessment of a situation that you have no clue about.

Just like most 'perfect' parents, you don't even want to consider the possibility that YOU may have had a hand in how your adult child behaves today. Obviously, you didn't comprehend the very first sentence of my post, which stated YOU MAY HAVE DONE ALL YOU COULD. You also missed my statement of SOMEWHERE ALONG THE LINE, YOU DISCIPLINED WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE LISTENED, OR SOMETHING SIMILAR.

There are none so blind as those who will not see. You, Bethany, are so het up about placing blame solely on your daughter that you fail to see that, somewhere along the line, YOUR BEHAVIOUR also played a part in how your daughter acts. Just like a teenager...It couldn't POSSIBLY have anything to do with you, its just your kid who's a complete brat with no clue about life, and it's all HER fault, none of your responsibility.

Yeah, right

Bethany - posted on 06/03/2014

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Reading the posts by Shawnn and Mel. We can only hope that their kids turn on them like vipers some day. Our fault? Um, no. My daughter has alienated every single member of our family and her husband's family. So it's EVERYONE'S fault but hers?
Interesting. She treats people terribly whilst staring in the mirror everyday taking selfie glamor shots.

SS - posted on 05/24/2014

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My troubled estranged daughter has a litany of grievances against both me as a mother and as a human. She also has grievances against her younger sister, some going back to Shen the younger ddughter was 10 yrs old. There was no abuse except for the heap of abuse she laid at my feet.
The truth is that despite our best intentions some kids turn out with personality issues which can become mental health issues without intervention.
Finally, real abuse victims seem to want to " win the love " of the abusive parent. This daughter has blown off her only living family because she is narcissistic and selfish.

♫ Shawnn ♪♫♫ - posted on 05/24/2014

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I've found that parents who think thier adult children are narcissistic have blocked out poor treatment of their kids, painting themselves as a "great parent who would have done everything"...

You probably would have, but somewhere along the way, you did something to your kid. You either disciplined when you should have been listening, or something similar that broke the final straw for them. My mother did.

I have a relationship with her, but it's on MY terms. Certain subjects are NOT up for discussion, and if she wants to be involved, she's welcome, provided she does not mentally abuse my children as she did myself and my brothers whilst raising us.

I know she did the BEST SHE COULD, but there are some things that are unforgivable. Things like "you won't be able to do that, you're a girl, girls don't do that" all your life are hard to overcome.

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