Sherry - posted on 07/02/2010 ( 16 moms have responded )
My son is five. I don't want him learning to settle for just what you can have.. or just go with the flow of things. I want him to go for the best things in life and teach him responsibitly. I want to stay married in a sense I guess. But in another, I have been with this guy for seven years. It is his child. We still live in a small 2bedroom. He does not have a hourly job, so there are lots of times he has no work.. Cuz he does remodeling and tile jobs. So its hit and miss. He seems to be getting more and more irratible. I have told him I wanted him to quit drinking. He says he will work on it then never does. I know I just married him in December.. But I feel it was a mistake and that I need to move and move on. I feel that I need to find a sitter for my son and nights. I don't want my son watching him drink every nite. LIke has since he was born. I am starting to see some of the impacts its having on him from his drinking and be mad all the time. I think I just want to be done, I am drained.. I don't want to hurt my husband. But I feel I need to move one.. its already been 7years and no where..