Stephanie - posted on 03/27/2009 ( 5 moms have responded )
i'm having a bad day no bad couple weeks. i feel guilty for not wanting to go and see her. i've been going to see her at least once a week but here lately i can't handle going. i don't want grass growing on my daughter. she's only been gone 2and a half months abd it still feels like its a bad dream. like i'm still on autopilot. if it wasn't for my 20mth old son i wouldn't get out of bed. i'm still mad at the doctors they were supposed to fix her not make her worse.