Jana - posted on 08/13/2009 ( 2 moms have responded )
4 Years ago I was pregnant with my first child. At 31 weeks I had to give birth to a stillborn son, Damian. No answers as to why he no longer had a heartbeat but that the pregnancy was over and I had to go through 24 hours of labor while utterly depressed and shocked. A year later my son Thomas was born at 35 weeks. No answers to why I went into labor but thankfully he was fine and healthy. 6 months ago I find out I am pregnant again and so excited for another child. 2.5 weeks after finding out I was pregnant I found out it was a tubal pregnancy and I had to have it along with my entire falopian tube removed. Now after trying for the last 3 months to get pregnant I am getting discouraged and I don't understand why I have to have all the troubles. My entire family all around me is having babies and I find that at times I am quite jealous and envy of their families. Is there anything I can do to keep my spirits up.