Debra - posted on 10/21/2009 ( 4 moms have responded )
It seems like every time I think I am ok and really starting to be "normal" again I seem to go into a tail spin. My son Levi passed away July 3rd 2004 at 12 days old. I think that the pain is getting worse and I have been having a hard time keeping it together. I am on an antidepressent that has really helped, but needing to vent to someone that understands what I am going through. How can a baby that looks perfect be taken away? Any suggestions to how get thru yet another holiday season that I don't want to have would be greatly appricated.