Jessica - posted on 11/28/2010 ( 11 moms have responded )
I just lost my son in June. He was 10 days old. It took the whole family completely by surprise. His autopsy hasnt come back yet which is still got all of us in a state of confusion. 1 of my many cousins just had a baby girl and was at the families thanksgiving dinner. I hadnt held another baby since my son. My family understands and has been a great support for me and my husband and son in this. My cousin asked me if I would like to try to hold her daughter. I was a bit hesitant but I went ahead and held her. I was doing ok till something broke inside of me. I handed her back and had to go calm down. I felt like I was being ripped apart at the seams. My family understood, for that I am extremely grateful. But how long is it going to take before I no longer fall to pieces when I see or hold anothers baby? Has anyone else had this problem?