Becky - posted on 09/10/2009 ( 13 moms have responded )
I lost a baby boy, Connor at 20 weeks pregnant , then had a baby girl who thank goodness is 2 now, but recently had a miscarriage at 12 weeks so I'm trying to deal with that but my neighbour, cousin and 2 ladies at my playgroup are due about now, the same time as I would've been and I really don't want to see their babys, thinking about them going to have their babies and I won't is to much to bear. I'm so afraid to see those babies I've had enough pain its not fair..what am I going to do. Plus ontop of that we have just begun trying for another baby and that makes me fee guilty for lace, the baby we have just lost and I'm scared that I might lose this next one aswell :( please help!!!!!!!