D'Ann - posted on 06/25/2012 ( 11 moms have responded )
I lost my baby at 5 weeks but I didn't find out until I was "10 weeks" that was a week ago and my body still thinks i'm preggy. I still get all the symptoms and what not. It feels like no one understands how I feel, the only one I can talk to is my husband, but he has issues talking. I feel like its my fault even though the dr. said it wasn't. I feel empty, alone and broken with no to help me. My baby may have only been a few weeks old, but I love my baby so much, and I want him/her back. It hurts so bad. Its not fair!! Why my baby! WHY!!!???? We have a 2yr old daughter who has always been in perfect health. My husband wants to try again some day, but I never want too. I am hardly holding on, I couldn't handle losing another baby! People keep telling me to be strong and it will be ok, but my child is dead I have to say goodbye without ever saying hello. How the hell will it be ok? I lost I child I loved and wanted so much, why must I be strong? I've never felt so alone! :,( please help me, someone....