Tamara - posted on 12/01/2009 ( 1 mom has responded )
January will be nine years since my 15 year old died of bacterial meningitis. Still feels like it was yesterday. Still have symptoms of post tramatic stress disorder from watching him die suddenly. Still have trouble sleeping most nights. Everyday I get up and go to work and find the joy of the day however the pain of losing him is always just under the surface. My other children have grown and given me beautiful baby grandchildren. Everything is bitter sweet.