Maranda - posted on 08/25/2009 ( 6 moms have responded )
My daughter michelle passed away at 2 months and 6 days from a bone marrow disorder she was born at only 26 weeks and was doing amazingly well untill she got sick and then things just went down hill we eventually figured out why she was getting sick but there was nothing they could do to help her she was too little and way too sick to try a transplant! My problem is that im pretty literally beating myself up from that and i want a baby but i cant conceive! I have irregular periods so its hard for me to know when im ovulating... For instance i stopped having periods in march of 2007 and didnt get pregnant untill june/july 07 *I had given up on having a baby completly because of the no period thing and then i would get my hopes up that i was pregnant and wouldnt be so i stopped counting the months between periods! but obviously I ovulated and didnt realize it or that i was even pregnant untill i took a test in September* my daughter was born January 5th 2008 and passed away on March 11th 2008 since then i have been trying to conceive but i have no luck! Ive only had a couple of periods since her death, If i get on birth control i have them regularly but thats no help because its preventing pregnancy and thats not what i want!! So basically my question is how can i get pregnant / make my periods more regular with out birth control or how to take birth control so im regular but prevent it from working right if thats possible.....? Any suggestion will be much appreciated!!!