Alexandra - posted on 03/22/2010 ( 52 moms have responded )
My son Bryson was born January 6, 2010 and died February 26, 2010. It will be 4 weeks this Friday. Everyone keeps telling me that it gets easier as time goes by, but every day seems to get harder. I have 2 other children. Both are girls. One is 6 and the other is 19 months. I have to be there for them of course, but when they aren't around and I am all alone, I find it difficult to do much of anything. I feel like as soon as the dr. placed him in my arms, that God has just ripped him back out. I beleive that everything happens for a reason, I just wish I knew what the reason for this was. I miss him so much. I know that he is in a better place and that God will be a better parent to him then I will ever be. I know that he will never feel an ounce of pain. I know that he is happier and feels more at peace than either you or I will ever feel, but none of these reasons help ease any of the pain.
Does anybody have any suggestions?