Miranda - posted on 02/25/2009 ( 9 moms have responded )
So I lost my son about 4 years ago. I had placenta previa and started to hemorrhage so they did an emergency c-section at 24 weeks. Our little angel lived 19 days. I am now 18 weeks pregnant, which is around the same time when I had the first bleeding incidents with the other pregnancy. I seem to keep planning in my head for the same thing to happen. I can't seem to shake the feeling that this pregnancy will be the same as the first. This pregnancy has actually been completely different in almost every way. I have an appt. for an anatomy scan and we will see the position of the placenta on Mar. 2 so hopefully everything is ok. I also find myself feeling guilty because I am so excited about this pregnancy (this pregnancy was planned and the other wasn't) and with Domanick I was worried most of the time about things like money. Last time I also worked full time and this time I haven't worked at all. I wonder if I had quit my job the first time maybe we would have our baby with us now. Has anyone else had this happen and how did you deal with it?