Nicole - posted on 08/05/2009 ( 8 moms have responded )
Hi, my name's Nicole and I'm currently 10wks pregnant and freaking out a bit.
I lost my daughter at 20wks on 01/07/09 and found out I was pregnant again a few weeks ago which was a surprise. I was hoping to wait at least a year to try again but once I found out I cried for a few days and then decided to just accept it and enjoy it as much as i could.
This is easier said than done, I'm not having many symptoms other than sore breasts and occasional heartburn so I for some reason keep having this fear that something has happened.
How do you get past that intense fear. It keeps me up at night and gives me weird dreams. It also makes me super grump during the day.
My husband is supportive but I don't think he quite grasps what I'm going through. For him as long as there's no bleeding or pain it's ok.
This was probably reall poorly written but any advice would be appreciated. Also did anyone else feel like they were forgetting their angel when they became pregnant again? I was having a real hard time with it but once I found out I was pregnant again all my energy went there. I have a lot of guilt for not having her in my thoughts all the time anymore.