Robbie's story

Hilary - posted on 04/20/2012 ( 4 moms have responded )

on Aug 16th of last year i took my daughter who is two and my son who was 7 and a half months old to the doctor for there check ups my son was sick at the time and was getting over having broncitis my daughter wasnt sick and was growing fine the doctor told me that my son was clear in his lungs and was fine to get his 6 months shots my son got three vaccines that day he was fussy that day and when it was time for bed time i bathyed my daughter and got her into bed while my mom watched my son after i got her to bed i bathed my son and put him to bed he went to bed like he normaly did every night at 7:30pm at around 8pm my daughter started crying so i wnet in to check on her she was fine and went back to bed then i went into check on my son when i saw him my body froze he was laying there white and his chest wasnt moving i grabed him and ran up the hallway screaming for someon to call 911 my dad started CPR while my mom called 911 my sister pulled me outside cause she didnt want me to see him like that the EMS got there a little bit later they worked on him at my dads and on the way to the hospital when we got there my husband and his family where pulling up someone had called his work and told him what was going on... they worked on my baby boy for two hours and it seemed like the longest time of my life waiting and waiting then 7 doctors came into the room we were in and said there was nothing more they could do and he was gone they said his throat closed up while he was asleep and he most likely was gone before i went in to check on him they put him in a er room to say goodbye one last time i looked and my little boy and he didnt look like he was sleeping like i had thought he whould as i walked into that room seeing him laying there was the worst thing iv ever have to bare i held his hand and told him i loved him and said my finaly good bye when it was time to leave the hospital he was taken to it hit me that i was leaving my baby boy there and id never get to see him again and i just broke down it hurt so bad leaveing i had to tell my self that it wasnt him that he wasnt there just his body it took the ME almost a month to rule his death as sids but i am sorry my baby didnt die of sids i have talked with afew peditritions that say that he should have never been given the shots he was with a comprimiesd immune system due to being sick i lost my baby boy cause that doctor didnt do her job correctly ill will forever love and miss my little robbie and he will never be forgotten ♥