Dree - posted on 03/26/2010 ( 6 moms have responded )
It's been almost 5 years now since I lost my son Ryleigh. Here lately my partner and I have been discussing trying for another one. She has two older children (17 and almost 15) and just had a hysterectomy. So that means I would be the one able to have a child. We desperatly want to raise one together as OUR child. Dont get me wrong...I do consider Brit and Tim as my children. But I've always wanted a baby...especially one to raise with Andrea. We've been talking about it alot lately..even have a few ways that we could go about having it happen.
My fear is this. I lost Ryleigh at 5.5mths along. I am so scared that it will happen again. I honestly believe I wouldnt be able to handle another loss like that. BUT at the same time I am so excited just thinking about it. I have even already picked out the first name and a possible middle name. I have already made room in the bedroom for the baby....I'm not even pregnant and havent done anything to even start that process LOL So I need advice with this one please.
Also namehelp would be great LOL I already know the first name will be Ryder. It is a unisex name so I need a unisex middle name as well. Ryder is of English origin and means Mounted Warrior. The middle name I am thinking of...but not to sure about it is Kenley. It is also of English origin and means Royal Meadow. Anymore suggestions LOL?!?!?!