Danielle - posted on 07/22/2010 ( 2 moms have responded )
its coming up on 2 years in sept...when my dauther Hope Charisma died at 36 weeks pregnant from a knot in her cord...she was my third beautiful baby girl and looked just like her sisters...i've been having such a rough time lately. i keep thinking about her and wishing she was here i loved her so much and miss her so deeply...i believe my daughter is with the Lord and so happy i just hate missing her so much...
4 days shy of a year after she was born i gave birth to a beautful baby boy...he is awesome! and a true gift and makes me so happy everyday...i just wish i could have all my kids here with me. she was so beautful and perfect...i'm just so sad lately and people keep saying oh itll get better with time..but i dont see that happening and when they say that i just wanna scream " you dont get better when your child dies!" ... they have no clue and i know they ar trying to help but they arent helping...i know i need to let go of this pain but i feel like crying almost everyday still..usually after everyone goes to bed. i want my baby back soo much...i'm crying right now..i hate this horrible pain i feel.
sorry i just really needed to vent to people that know what i am going through.