Tiffany - posted on 08/17/2009 ( 8 moms have responded )
One year ago today I had to give birth to my dead baby boy. When I think about that night in the hospital, it's like it just happened. I remember every detail of that devistating night. I held his tiny body in my hands and now his ashes are in an ern for me to keep. I miscarried at 19 wks and now I'm pregnant again and sooooo hopeful. But I'm sad too. I don't want to forget him but I feel like no one wants to hear me remind them that it's been a year. My husband is supportive but he's not still grieving the way I am. Should I do something on this day to honor him? I'm excited that I'm having a baby girl now and I'm nervous all the time too. I would just die if I had to go through a loss all over again. I'm still not over losing my son. I guess I just wanted to vent in a place where other people understand and can relate. Thanks everyone who is on this sight who shares and provides support. God bless all of you who are suffering.