Ruth - posted on 06/10/2009 ( 3 moms have responded )
I was driving my car with my son in the backseat in his carseat when we had our accident. I heard my son choking on his drink, took a quick look to check and ended up upside down in the river My son didn't make it out of the car. I was 6 months pregnant and managed to get out of the car but was too exhausted to go back, and couldn't see the car due to the dirty water. I blame myself - all of the what if, I should have, etc. I tell all my family that I no longer feel guilty, but will always feel responsible. My family accepts that I no longer cry myself to sleep. I still do. I still feel guilty. Has anyone else been in this situation? Will my guilt subside?