Tracie - posted on 11/14/2008 ( 3 moms have responded )
My son is over a year old and he is still not home from the hospital since his birth. It's becoming increasingly difficult for me to go to the hospital and I am feeling so much guilt over it. Am I a horrible mother for not going every day to visit him? I feel like a horrible mother for that reason. He was born on Halloween of 2007 and I used to go visit him every single day but after the 7th month or so, I was skipping days and I'm ashamed to admit that I haven't seen him since his birthday on Halloween. Today makes 2 weeks to the day since I've laid eyes on my son. When I think about visiting him in the hospital I get nausea and feel terrible.
I'm worn down...