LaTonya - posted on 12/26/2009 ( 18 moms have responded )
My son was born December 21, 1999 and Christmas time has not been the same since. He has a closet full of toys, trucks, gadgets, etc. that my husband and I have purchased for the last 10 years in hopes that he would someday play or interact with them. It has not happened yet, and I have given up hope that he ever will. I have to force myself to get excited for my daughter during this time of year. It's very tough to celebrate his birthday and Christmas every year.
I am not trying to have a pity party, but my heart is just heavy.