Stephanie - posted on 07/14/2012 ( 1 mom has responded )
I have 2 kids. The oldest is four and the youngest is 7 months. About 3 years ago CPS got involved and I ended up giving custody of my oldest son to his father to keep him from going into foster care. Now I live out of state and have no way of visiting him. Since then I had my youngest son Landyn(Who I have been raising on my own without a father). And for some reason I just can 't stop feeling guilty that I don't have both my children. I think I'm doing the right thing, I've been clean for over a year and am starting school this August, but I can't help but feel like a deadbeat mother because I don't have both my children. Anyone else feel this way?