Jessica - posted on 07/31/2010 ( 10 moms have responded )
I find myself so envious of my family, friends,and perfect strangers who have "baby bumps". I have just found out that my cousin is preg. I am so busy being "green with envy" that I can't be happy for her (I keep finding the negative in her situation). I know it is just because I am having such a hard time TTC #2. I am getting very depressed over it, and I don't know how to handle it. Any time I talk to my mom or my husband they tell me that I should just be happy and grateful that I have my wonderful son. My mom says I know how you feel, but in reality she has no idea, she had no problems getting pregnant. I don't feel like I have anyone I can talk to about this, and it is hard keeping it all to myself. I just feel like my family is not complete, is it wrong to feel this way? So I guess my question is, are any of you having this problem and if so what are you doing to make the feeling go away?