Sue - posted on 08/23/2012 ( 5 moms have responded )
I have just dicovered this site
.Im in Newzealand & have been in the depths of despair with grief from loosing my 26yr old daughter two years ago 17/6/10.. She suffered a amniotic embolism during the delivery of her twin daughters.
She was on life support as we waited to see if she would recover.
She died 3 weeks after the twins birth, she left 5 beautiful children,3 of whom my husband & i are raising.
I made the decision to end the life support when all tests showed irrepairable brain damage.
Since then i havent moved much forward from devatation,disbelief & despair
.I long to hear her name but get the feeling others think i should be over it
Ive had people say it was her time to go & within months of her death the school where her children go were told by the teacher it didnt matter how tired i was i should be getting them to school on time.
I function on auto & things are an effort.
I miss my daughter so much & i dont have anyone to talk too that undertands.my depair & grief