Kathy - posted on 12/07/2011 ( 3 moms have responded )
Three years ago I lost a baby at 12 weeks. The baby was due Christmas day. For some reason I am really struggling to get through this year. I cannot go into a store or mall and see baby clothes and not start crying. In the past it never felt that bad but for some reason I am really struggling to get through the holidays this year. I am trying my best to make the house festive for my older boys but my heart is not in it this year.