SHELLE - posted on 02/09/2010 ( 5 moms have responded )
I had a baby at 37, and she was the joy of my life GOD brought her to me just in time because I felt like I was going into a deep depression, but she brought me back to life I could'nt of been happier. I used to tell her dad all the time I had her for me not for us. I also have 2 other children son's now 23, and 27. My mom calls my baby girl my change of life baby, and that she did. But then I ran into a brick wall i was diagnosed with a incurable disease, that the Dr's don't know anything about. It is said that it takes you all the way back to the baby stage its hereditary my mom had it. I went from having saturday morning manicures and doobies with my baby girl. To not being able to walk to get the mail, and not being able to even go outside by myself, now all the things I have dreamed of doing with my Daughter are just that dreams, and I often think about how long I have before I am totally bed stricken to spend with her doing the small things with her that I can still do. Can anybody help me prepare her for whats to come so she can understand and not be afraid. Looking for support.