Patricia - posted on 10/05/2010 ( 6 moms have responded )
A Day From Hell!
I'm so stressed out! I'm so tired from lack of sleep. I can't sleep at night because of Mackenzie. She moves around and kicks me all night! I can't lay in any position without hurting. I'm (32 weeks, 1 day) 8 months pregnant. I have 1 more month to go. I'm due Nov. 28th. (3 days after Thanksgiving) I wish she was here already. I am sick and tired of her being in my belly. She is SO heavy.
Justin and I seem to fight so much right now. I'm stressed out about so much. In a few weeks we are supposed to change all the rooms around. I have no idea what the rooms are supposed to look like. I do not know where everything is going. We have TO MUCH! I'm worried about how to set up Mackenzie's room. We don't have ANYTHING for her! (bed, dresser, changing table, ect) Brandyn will be moved into our current office. Then the living room will become our bed room / office. Our bedroom will become the living room. Brandyn's room will be the baby room. That much I do know.
I have no idea where all the stuff in the office closet is going to go. I have no idea where where all the stuff in the living room closet is going to go. Both closets are packed full! Where will the office furniture go? Will it fit into our new bedroom? Where will the living room furniture go? Will it fit into the new living room? I have no idea! My foot locker?
Brandyn has been a TERROR today! All day (after 9 am) all he would do is cry, bang his head on the walls and furniture, bang his fists on the walls and furniture! He wants to hit and head butt right now too! No matter what my parents and I did today, nothing could make him happy. He has been a pain! I have a headache. He is 19 months old and acts like a 2- 3 year old! I love him, but he drives me crazy! I feed him, play with him, let him watch tv, visit my folks on their floor, he plays outside. I just don't know what to do any more!!!! I'm at my wits end. I tired giving him Tynol today. He knocked it out of my hand! It went all down my shirt and all over my jeans!!!
I have to take the dog to the vet Wed. I am SO getting a baby sitter. I can not handle him AND the dog!
Saturday we are supposed to go to the South West Community Festival. It is 9 am - 5 pm at Sun Valley Park. I don't even know if I will go now. He does not deserve to go I don't think.
Next Wed at 2 pm I have a dentist appointment. Then at 3:30 I have to go see my obygn. Then Sat, is the big Halloween Party at the zoo. I am not sure I am going to go. I mean we have to get him a costume before then, and I am just not sure if I wanna take him. He does not deserve to go after the way he acted today!
I sure do hope the rest of this month goes well. I am about to loose it! I have no idea what I am going to do when I have two kids! I am going to go insane!