JENNY - posted on 03/13/2017 ( 5 moms have responded )
I would like some.advice on.how to leave a relationship and start fresh. The relationship I am.in has been a long and miserable one and I'm coming to the end. I have been in this relationship for 9 years and had 2 beautiful boys. I was 18 when I had my first and 20 for my second. Both pregnancies were miserable because my partner didn't choose be around me as I was called a "miserable bitch" so he chose to.be out with his friends every weekend drinking and whatever else. I had to.get him out.of the.pub when my waters broke with my first and he disappeared whilst I was having contractions in the hospital with my second. My two.children are.now 7 and 5 and I feel like I Tryed my best bringing them.up especially doing majority of it on.my own as his "going out" has carried on and still are.now. there has been.numerous times I have bucked up.the.courage to.go the last one being just before Christmas. I had a house reading but he played the soft.bloke saying that "he doesn't want me to.leave and saying that he "loves me" which I know he doesn't mean but I fell for it yet again. I Carnt talk to my mum about it because I know deep down she doesn't like.him for how he has treated me and I also let her down by not.going through with the house. I feel.ashamed in myself that I've made my life turn out.like.this and this is why I want to live my life as a single.parent and find myself again. I'm miserable everyday I have no one to go.out with and every weekend I'm in babysitting while still he goes out. I'm so.lonely and Alls I want is someone there who will.apriciate me for.who I am. Is there any men out.there who isn't a total prick. I currently work.full.time so I'm paying my way but I don't want to go onto housing I prefer private tenacy but what places will take housing benefit for short period while I get myself on my feet? I would really like.someone to.reply to me or if there is anybody who is going through the same it.would be nice to think that it's not just me.
Thanks for reading and hopefully will.hear back from.someone. Jenny x