Chingz - posted on 10/08/2011 ( 15 moms have responded )
I've seen around a lot of single mothers out there , and they can still manage to go to school and finish college or having a double job.
I am really having a hard time with my 21 month old son, and my baby's father is not giving any child support since we separated. I don't have stable job since I was having a baby , a bit sad for me though , sometimes I even think negatives about my life or what could happen to us in the near future if I would stay like this without a college degree or a job perhaps to supply for the both of us. :'( am I a terrible mom? :'(
my mom doesn't care at all for me and my sister , and I grew up as a daddy's girl, a tragic came when my dad passed away last feb 2011 and it makes me so depressed, sometimes thinking of too much problems makes my mood swings. I do have lots of goals to finish in my life.
the first thing is: I really wanted to continue my college course so badly but my mom won't help me even a single penny or even just a day watching her own grandson . how could I even get a job for my college tuition if no one will be left for my son? . that's my number 2 depression . a friend told me to get a college loan, but I don't have an idea for applying it or where to go for an affordable college fees. :(
second thing: I wanted to get a job , a stable job perhaps or from a government jobs. does anyone here wants to advise me what job does fit for me? .it's hard to look for a job if you're not a college degree /finish college. I have a part time job last month from caregiving / CNA . but I don't wanna end up my life with that kind of job.
and lastly: how could I put my son into a daycare or some nanny with him that I don't even have an income? .
if someone cares reading this. I really need your opinion super moms. please inspire me with things or what to do being a successful moms like you guys out there .Godbless