Elizabeth - posted on 09/09/2009 ( 7 moms have responded )
I definitely have moments of extreme loneliness. My daughter was born 2weeks ago, 9wks early. I was visiting my mom in Vegas for a few days just so she could rub on my belly and ended up having an emergency c-section. Now my daughter is still in the NICU, her father is stuck Chicago unable to get here do to financial issues and all family, friends, and love ones outside of my mom are in Chicago. I struggle with my emotions on a daily basis and it seems like the only time im really happy and relaxed is with my daughter. My mom has offered to support financially so I feel stuck because I cant support my daughter (neither can her father) alone. I would prefer to be in Chicago but its best for my girl if I stay here. The only thing I can do is stay positive because i know that only good energy is good for her.