Amber - posted on 03/19/2011 ( 13 moms have responded )
I am angry, actually I am beyond angry I am livid. I am struggling with my feelings for my daughter's father. More times than not I am angry at him. I do not want to be tied to him for the rest of my child's life. He is now engaged with a child on the way. Mind you my daughter is 13 months old and his other child is due in August. I am frustrated because the woman that he is now engaged to, was my friend. Let me rephrase I thought she was my friend. They started dating when my daughter was 3 months old and they did not tell me till my daughter was 7 months old! They became engaged after she became pregnant. To top all this off he is spreading rumors through my family that we could have been a family had it not been for my mother! I am so appalled that he would allow things like that to be spread. I am upset that anyone would believe that, because clearly he doesn't know what love is if you can just move on. I do not know how to handle my feelings and how to deal with this change. I do not want my daughter around the fiancee because I do not trust her. If I can trust you why would I want you around my daughter?! I want to know how to get over this rage? I feel like crying and hurting him.