Mellisa - posted on 08/25/2012 ( 3 moms have responded )
I am a 1st time stay at home and feel like am I going crazy. I mean it was a short trip after all I have medical issues and a move that forced me into my new job. I didn’t want this job it’s not that I don’t love my child but staying home all day is not my idea of a good time. I praise the women that choose this path it takes balls of steal let me tell you. I was a nanny of 21 or should I say for 21 I guess that is the right phrase but I could go home or had time off when the parents got home I can’t here this is my home and she is all ways here. HAHAHA!!
She is 4 and she went through the terrible 2’s, the horrible 3’s, and the formidable 4’s. I have told my husband if she goes through something when she turns 5 I quit and I am moving out. To which he of course asked if he could come and ask why I get to escape I told I thought of it 1st and he raised he as a baby so it was he his fault cause he let her do as she pleased no rules so I get the get out of jail free card. He has to fix it yeah it didn’t go far.
I moved 4 states away from my family or anyone I know. She is throwing massive fits, tells us what to do, what she is going or not going to do, she is sassy, hits and throws things I really don’t know what to do with her very thing I do fails. I feel like a failure. I am depressed and home sick. I am so lonely I have no friends her I can’t go out and meet anyone because she is so embarrassing. What to do??? Oh and just for fun I turning 31 and my husband and I almost got divorced so were trying to make it work. HELP S.O.S.