Mechelle - posted on 05/09/2011 ( 25 moms have responded )
Lately I've been feeling like I am losing me. I am a 22 year old SAHM to 2 wonderful kids and a loving fiance. Don't get me wrong, I love my life, my kids, and my fiance. Maybe I'm being selfish but I want to get out by myself once in awhile. It seems my whole life is about my kids, and while that is a good thing, it would me nice to have "me" time once in awhile. I have one friend who I only text, and she refuses to leave her house. I need to make friends but from being in my house with my kids for so long I don't know how.
My fiance doesn't understand why I am feeling this way. He gets to go out a lot with his friends, while I sit at home with the kids. I can't remember the last time he asked me to go with him. Please do not think he is a bad person, I just think he doesn't understand.
Am I being selfish?