Tara - posted on 06/25/2012 ( 7 moms have responded )
hi, i want to tell my story and listen to you and your advice . here is my story ... in the past in my university time i got astray with bad girls in my home country iraq . it took me 18 years of my life to heal and forget psychologically and i went to london to my uncles and i lived in hell there ( the two years were like 6 years of my life ) then my aunt told me that i have to marry the first man propose to me to prove that i am over the past so i did , but the man i married has a very bad temper and pick on me all the time, then i had two children who he love very much so splitting or a seperation is immpossible . and when we talked about seperation he said that he doesnt want to lose me or the kids and i told him that i don't want the kids grow up without a dad so we stayed with each other . The problem is that he is stubborn and has a bad temper and snap on me on small trivial things . and the other problem is that he has a hobby of raising birds like he bring them in the house and try to make them hand raised and ask me to feed them every 4 hours ... which somtimes is silly cos i have so much to do .
my question is i am in constant stress and yelling on the kids and somtimes i regret what i did in the past and wished that i've done things differently , am i a bad person ?????????????? please help me , did god punish me with this marraige????