Danielle - posted on 07/17/2011 ( 14 moms have responded )
I'm married with two children. I don't have a job outside the home due to the fact that it would cost us more to put the kids in daycare. I use to love being a SAHM but here lately I'm not liking it at all. I'm stuck in the house 7 days a week 24 hours a day. The last time I had a couple of hours without the kids was about two mnths ago. It would prlly be different if the kids would go outside and play but due to the heat they go out for five minutes and come in and are right back under me saying "I'm hungry, I'm thirsty, I want ice cream, Mom can I have ice cream?" This goes on ALL day. I'm so angry right now b/c I had planned to go to an amusement park today with my brother & his girlfriend but my FIL is sick so I didn't a bby sitter & my husband tells me he has to work today but yet at this moment he's laid up on the couch. Turns out he didn't have to work at all. All I want is a few hours to just be an adult and not have to worry about wiping noses or answering a million questions. It's making me resent my husband every time he walks out the door to go to work. I feel horrible b/c I feel like I'm being selfish, but I'm at the point now where that's all I feel.