Holly - posted on 06/20/2011 ( 6 moms have responded )
i am back to being a SAHM. i stayed home for my sons first year, i couldnt go strait back to work with him being a preemie, so after that year i worked part time, and that job only worked out for a short time, and shortly thereafter found a full time job that i loved!!! BUT......after a year they decided to make some changes and shift everyone's positions and that got really stressful and irritating because there was no communication and my boss and i began to see things in different ways i was not comfortable with what was going on.so i quit.(sorry im rambling) i have days where i feel i have accomplished something but most of my days i feel useless and frankly depressed, my son is going to be 3 at the end of july and i try to fill my time by playing with him; going to the park, playing games and prepping him for preschool. but when hes doing his thing or napping i just dont know what to do with my self, i would like to start working out, or i have some home repairs and chores that can be done but lately i just dont see the point.