Kenneka - posted on 12/08/2011 ( 7 moms have responded )
Lately, I have been feeling a lot of self-inflicted pressure. I am home all day, everyday and I am really feeling like I need to work or something more productive than being here. I care for my baby, who is almost one, but still, my life is wasting away (at least that is how it feels). Has anyone ever felt the same way? I don't know what I want to do career wise. I have been in and out of school, only being able to finish CNA but I never found work, so the license expired months ago. I feel like I have to do something, even though we make it work with me being home and hubby working. I can't shake the feeling that it may not work out in my marriage or something tragic can happen (Lord forbids) and I will need to work to take care of me and my baby.....but with what career?! I have been out of work for about three years and I am not marketable as an employee. I would like to go back to school, but I can't even decide on a field to study. I am the MOST unambitious person I know! HELP!!