Jennifer - posted on 04/24/2012 ( 5 moms have responded )
Well, I dont want to sound whiny or obnoxious or pouty, but I am honestly depressed. not because of my son, or because of anything my husband does. I just get in a funk or a rut, and cant seem to get out. I try to keep positive and busy. keep the house clean, keep laundry clean, garden, play with my son. But i cant help feeling, I dont know.. alone? My body aches some times to the point where I just dont feel like getting out of bed. I do, always do.. but it is becoming a tougher fight with the blankets. my heart feels heavy. i get constant anxiety. angry butterflies in my stomach. And then there is the crying. I cant stop crying. It makes my son cry and my husband feel inadequate. with out pills, how do you get out of your funk?