Cristina - posted on 04/21/2011 ( 10 moms have responded )
Hello, I'm a SAHM and I am to my last thread in this thing called my life, about 2 years ago my husband lost his job, like many others we moved with my parents. Well it's been 2 years and we still live with my parents, he has had may job opportunities and for some reason they fall through, I worked part time but my mother cannot take care of my extremely hyper s 3 year old, so I had to let it go, I live in a state where help to low income families is almost non existent, so add that to the pile of crap plaguing me, this man I married gives me more stress than help calm me, he does not one thing for himself, other than things that he sees can help him, I do a heck of a lot and seem to get no recognition for anything just because I do not work, I'm always tired, so tired, it and on top of it all I had a stroke 2 months ago because of all this I'm only 35 and feel like I want out of this, I love my son and wanted more kids, but this situation makes me believe that he will be an only child and that in the long run I will end up being a single divorced mom. I feel like I'm doing it all alone, the emotional parts including racing our kid, I'm tired, can't sleep and look a mess, so I feel like a failure. don't know what to do, I guess I needed to vent since I have no one to talk to.