Sam - posted on 04/06/2010 ( 9 moms have responded )
I'm really sick of a lot of things in my life and the mood swings it brings! One day I'm happy & fine, and more days than that, like today I feel miserable and rather worthless. I'm sick of being looked down upon by pretty much everyone around me, being thought of as lazy and worthless for being a stay at home mom.
My husband is relatively good with it most of the time, but If I don't keep up with everything around here he definitely gets snappy about it. Somedays I feel like the child myself. I'm always stuck around the house with our daughter, as we live in a rule area & I am working on getting my license. I'm just so sick of these 4 walls, and having no freedom what so ever. My husband literally just gets up and leaves whenever and for however long he wants, I only dream of what that would be like again! I hate nights the most when I'm sitting here by myself, my daughter is in bed, husband is gone.. it's just too quiet and lonely.
Perhaps I'm stuck in a rut, perhaps it's a little bit of depression, or perhaps it's relatively normal for a lot of stay at home moms.
What is your life like?