Darien - posted on 04/06/2012 ( 7 moms have responded )
I never really had a great childhood growing up, never had that carefree moment in my life as a teen either.. Im 18, with a 2 year old toddler and another on the way. Highschool was so complicated to continue after I had my toddler because of lack of support and I felt that pregnancy was an escape from my troubling family..
Tried to get my GED but the education system here in Brownsville, Texas is just plain idiotic that it took me a year and a half of waiting just to take the GED tests. I failed one subject of the whole test and because they are really greedy they failed me so that I could come back to pay for GED classes that I dont have the money for.. So I never accomplished anything..
I always felt like I was going to be meant for something more but life seems to prove me different.. So now im in a hole forever more.
I love my child and the little baby on the way so much, dont get me wrong..
But sometimes I wish things were different..
Does any other mother feel that way?..
(If you want to come in here to talk down on me, please kindly just click out of this post because right now.. I need support more than anything..)