Amber Lee - posted on 04/24/2013 ( 25 moms have responded )
I feel better reading all of your post's. I am home so much alone with my sweet little 12 month old. I am lucky to be able to stay home but am now realizing how hard it really is.. I am in love with my toddler but I never get a break. I just want to be alone sometimes and or go do something alone. I feel guilty saying it but now I see I am not alone. I feel all the same way's the rest of you do. My boyfriend works two jobs and is gone a lot. He thinks it would be easier to stay home. but also believes as a man you take care of your family. yes I agree , but it is more then finance !! My job as a mother doesn't ever stop! EVER!!! unless you stay home , you cant understand. Now I know its hard to work and be a Mommy as well. trust me I have done both. I know its all hard. What I deal with now is just being so alone, feeling low and well ALONE!~! why is that? because I play with my baby all day and take care of everything around my house. I clean, cook , clean , cook! the other day I actually put my makeup on and did my hair. My baby didn't even like it, she was afraid of me!! hahahaha.. I had to put my hair up and my glasses back on. that is how much I have let myself go! I know I shouldn't complain, but I feel like I am trapped and cant get out. I look at it like this is my job my man should hear me complain about it if I want too, like I do about his job. How would he like it if someone was messing up his job, or he didn't have what he needed or whatever it may be. I hear all about it.. but I guess what I do isn't something to talk about.. oh that's rite because being a Mommy is just soooooooo easy.
sorry I am just annoyed. okay I feel a bit better.