Joy - posted on 01/16/2012 ( 1 mom has responded )
I know it sounds silly... I love being here for my kids but I lost me... I worked for 15 years before I became a SAHM and I am losing my mind... I have been home now 5 years straight and I have hated about 85% of it. I am no longer any part of who I was ... Now I am so and so's momma.... so and so's wife... hell I don't even have a name... it's mom, momma, mommy, Ma, mum, mumma, wife, da wife, the wife, my wife, there's my wife over with the kids, no one ever uses my name... I sometimes wonder if I have one... no one asks me what I do or did or am interested in it's
"what does your husband do?"; Is your son in Cub scouts? Is your daughter in cheerleading... Blah blah blah... Don't you want to know about me... Not trying to be selfish but I honestly can't recal the last tiem some one took care of me... or asked about me (and really wanted the answer...) I give props to you all who work it... I can not... I hate it...