Feeling Totally Alienated

Alicia - posted on 09/17/2009 ( 4 moms have responded )

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I am having a problem recently with my 8 year old step-daughter and step-son. We are actually very close and I love them as much as if I had had them myself. I feel like their mother is constantly trying to edge me out, though - and without putting the kids on the spot, I am not sure how to handle it.



For example, this week, we picked them up from their mother's and I noticed that my daughter's fingernail polish was all chipped up. I offered to redo them - and she told me no. The next day, her brother had forgotten something there, so we drove them over there to pick it up. Lydia ran in the house long enough to tell her mother hello. Her mother paints her nails while she is in there and sends Lydia back to the car with wet nails. Yesterday, she asked me to do her nails, because they are, again, all chipped up. I told her I would redo them. Her brother has a soccer game tonight. Since this is our week with the kids, we are taking them to the game, but her mother will be there. Her mother wanted to bring the stuff to the game and do her nails and got upset with her when Lydia told her that I was already going to do them.



I was helping Lydia with a school project that required photos this week as well. She had several of both families that she wanted to use. Her mom also knew about the project and sent photos to school for Lydia to use instead - so now, instead of there being both families in the project, there is just her mother's.



She used to enjoy crafting with me, but doesn't want to do that anymore either because she is afraid that her mom will get upset. Her mom actually threw a fit last Valentine's day. She was sending store bought cards, so I made a craft with the kids for them that would complement the cards. Her mother told them that I was just trying to take something away from her and should find my own holidays to celebrate with them. The same thing at Easter. They were with US for Easter - celebrating it with their dad and they were afraid to dye Easter eggs.



Nathan has started soccer. They went to Canada with their mother during picture week. She didn't tell us she came back early, so we didn't have the opportunity to order pictures. We went to the game and the coach handed us the pictures. I wrote down the re-order code so we could get some, too. She even got angry about that and accused my husband of rifling through her things when the code was clearly visible through the plastic overwrap.



It doesn't matter what we want to do with them, or whose parenting time they are sharing, they are afraid to do anything with us (and me in particular). It's not the same with their step-father, though. They have been shooting with him and built a playhouse with him, camping etc. These are all things their dad wanted to do with them first, but hasn't made a big deal out of it. There is no talking to their mom - so adult communication is not an option. How do I deal with my feelings that I am (and my husband) are being left out of important events in the kids lives without making them feel like I am trapping them in the middle?

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Catrina - posted on 09/18/2009

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Alicia - yeah it's always something new! Unfortunately for my husband and myself - BM did remove the kids from the city. It took my husband 16 months to locate his kids after she took off with them. By the time they were found, my SD was just over 2 and my SS was about 3 1/2. Way to young to understand much! Especially while she lived under her parents roof the entire time, and all the words & efforts to hide their father. Thinking in the best interests of the kids my husband did not take them back by force/police. He had every single right to, and regrets that today. But the kids didn't know that their mom illegally removed them. Now my SD is 9 and my SS is about to be 11. It's been a while now. But the line with her ---



Same sh*t

Different day



Glad you are feeling better, gosh I can't imagine the emotions rolling through you! I'm thinking about you!

Chandra - posted on 09/18/2009

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You have to understand the other mom is afraid you will be a better mom then she is. I went through the same thing. The kids feel torn and guilty because they really don't want to leave any of u out of any activitys. U don't know what the other mom is saying to the kids but making them feel guilty is always possible. Unfortuantly there is always alot of jealousy in these situations. Sometimes u have to offer the other parent bring stuff in front of the kids for the game and then u will next time just so it feels fair to the kids and they here the sharing. No matter what it's hard. Moms find it harder cause you want the best for them but noone to butt in. Wish I had more time to explain. sorry and good luck it just takes time

Alicia - posted on 09/18/2009

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Thanks Katrina. I was just feeling sensitive I think. I am better today - although today has been extremely stressful in dealing with her (yet again) I am lucky. My step-kids live in the same town. She is under court order not to move out of the town with the kids. She is Canadian and threatened to abscond with them, so he had to take appropriate measures to avoid that.

Catrina - posted on 09/18/2009

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Be up front with yourselves and the kids.



Personally, the BM we deal with wishes we didn't exist at all. I get no responses from her or acknowledgement. I've tried over and over again to reach out to try to explain to her that she's making the kids feel guilty for having fun with us. Enjoying their time with us. Loving their dad and being proud to call him dad. (she has them call him by his first name)



We've just sat down with the kids prior to phone calls with BM, and let them talk. We learned a lot. They tell us their feelings on the entire situation. They would tell their mom that they weren't doing anything and were bored. When in reality we barely got time to sit down for them to talk to her! My SS and SD live in another state so our time is very limited. Naturally we do a lot when they are here, because we want those family memories. (we have 3 boys of our own here)



The more we've lifted them up with encouragement about not feeling guilty for enjoying their time with us, the more they've responded. The more we've shown them our acceptance for their mom and that side of their family, is a silent witness. I mean these kids are smart. I would email photos of them, just them, to their mom so she could see them (since I know I would love for her to do so) and they use to stop me to ask why I was doing that. I tell them "Because that's what I'd like, because we miss you so much when you aren't here. I can imagine how much your mom is missing you and wants to see you" with them to only respond "Well my mom would never do that!"



All we can do is work on our end. We deal with a BM who is a control freak. We just ask for things we are entitled to.....sucks but you can't expect rational behavior from an irrationaly person. Which half the time means returning to court on our end.



Just encourage the kids, they are individuals, they have their own feelings, their own opinions, their own voice. You have to offer positive reinforcement for positive interactions with the kids. I know it's hard being the SM and having to take a step back....