Amanda - posted on 01/26/2011 ( 5 moms have responded )
Tomorrow is my beautiful bonus daughter's 5th birthday! I can't believe that toddler I fell in love with is already 5, it seems crazy that it goes so fast.
I also can't believe that this is the third birthday in a row that her bm has had nothing to do with her or her big brother. It seems so crazy to me that you could care so little about your own biological children that you haven't seen or spoken to them in going on 3 years. I'm so angry with her becasue I feel like those amazing kids deserve so much better than she has ever or will ever give them, but I'm also sad for her because she is missing out on two of the greatest kids a mom could ask for. I'm accused of being bitter and holding a grudge, but how can I help it when I'm watching my kids being treated like they don't matter??? Am I crazy to still resent her so much?!?!