Jenny - posted on 07/18/2011 ( 3 moms have responded )
Hi all, I lost our baby girl Jessica Louise Grace at 26 weeks, i didnt feel her move for about 12 hours and was worried so went to the hospital to get checked out,that was on the friday they couldnt find a heart beat and i had a scan to confirm. they let me go home after giving me the tablets to prepare my cervix and i was told that i had to come back on the sunday to be induced. it gave my partner and i time to come to terms with what was going to happen. i went back on the sunday and she was born at 4.24pm after only around 3 hours of labor. it was the hardest thing i have ever been through. i got to dress and hold my little girl, and we spent time with her and had her blessed. i already have two children a 3 1/2 year old girl and a 2 year old boy they are my world. i dont know what i would do without them and my fantastic family.
i just want to know everyones experiences and any help or advice they can give me. i have organised her funeral and its this wednesday and she will be buried. i along with my partner have chosen everything, even down to the music and her burial plot. i just dont know where to go from there really.
i want more children but i just dont know if my partner feels the same. i need and want to have another baby and dont think i can wait for years. Please if anyone can help me in what they did i would be greatful. everyone says im doing well and being strong and carrying on with things but i just feel like i want to close the world out and scream!
thanks and sorry for the long post. xxxxx