Porche - posted on 01/01/2010 ( 19 moms have responded )
this is my first post so Id like to start by saying hello and saying how much I love this group already. neway, I was just curious if im the only person who feels like this sometimes? Im 18 and Im pregnant with my first baby -2/14/10- and im really excited about my little princess but sometimes I feel so depressed and feel like I let my parents down by not waiting. its mostly my dad I feel like I let down. My mother and step mother have been very supportive since we found out i was pregnant but my daddy, sometimes its like he cant even stand to look at me. we used to be really close but since he found out im pregnant hes distant and it hurts. my brother is 16 and has a 1 year old son and my daddy never changed with him. but with me hes totally different. we dont talk as much as we used to. when I call him now hes always busy and makes the conversations rushed. I know he hates my baby father, but I love him and we are having a family together. im not a bad person. I graduated high school, I work full time, I dont live at home anymore. I hope he changes when my baby gets here because I want her to have a tight relationship with my daddy, but the way hes been acting idk. it makes me feel so depressed at times because sometimes I really wanna just go to their house and spend time laughing and joking with him but when i come around he either leaves or goes in his music room and stays there. I know this is what he wanted for me, but its my life and im happy so why cant he be?