Jessica - posted on 11/04/2008 ( 3 moms have responded )
I found out I was pregnant a week after I turned 18. Best thing that ever happened to me, I was going in the wrong direction fast. Her dad and I were partners in crime. Always best friends (also before we were together). We had been together from the age of 15 until I was pregnant. He was my first and I had an idea of what love was. We broke up when I was pregnant over family disagreements and then he proceeded to have sex with multiple girls, a few being personal enemies of mine. He totally left us high and dry. My daughter is a year old this Sunday. I don't get out much and don't have a chance to meet people really. Now I have a lingering fear of intimacy. I think the whole pregnancy/labor process had a lot to do with it. Going through all that alone, that is as well as being completely betrayed and disrespected. Are there any of you who have similar problems? I feel completely alone with it.